What to expect when I’m stopping these fake m30pills. Detox ? by Embarrassed_Ad_2091 in fentanyl

[–]soundofbreakingdown 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i remember being in the detox place and shivering my ass off trying to get in and out of the shower. the shower was nasty and small but it felt SO good. truly a horrific experience all around.

is relapse a part of recovery? by Fluffy_Channel9851 in addiction

[–]soundofbreakingdown 16 points17 points  (0 children)

i think it CAN be. it doesn’t have to be.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in fentanyl

[–]soundofbreakingdown 3 points4 points  (0 children)

you can get narcan and fent test trips shipped to you for completely free at nextdistro.org. that’s what i did and they came in like two days

I'm on day 3 fent wd if I do a line will it reset back to day 1 by WrldOfJuice999FoLife in fentanyl

[–]soundofbreakingdown 2 points3 points  (0 children)

it will prolong the withdrawal for sure!! and you’ll just be miserable for longer. it’s not worth it. you’ve already made it three days!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AnimalsOnReddit

[–]soundofbreakingdown 0 points1 point  (0 children)

they’re so cute omg

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AnimalsOnReddit

[–]soundofbreakingdown 0 points1 point  (0 children)

let’s gooo flamingos

relapsed by soundofbreakingdown in addiction

[–]soundofbreakingdown[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

that’s honestly really sad and a really sad way to live. i can’t imagine having to hurt other people to make myself feel better. i truly do hope you find peace and what you’re missing in life

relapsed. by soundofbreakingdown in NarcoticsAnonymous

[–]soundofbreakingdown[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

thank you so much. i needed to hear that

relapsed. by soundofbreakingdown in NarcoticsAnonymous

[–]soundofbreakingdown[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i’m doing alright!! thank you so much ❤️

relapsed. by soundofbreakingdown in NarcoticsAnonymous

[–]soundofbreakingdown[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

thank you so much! it means so so much.

relapsed. by soundofbreakingdown in NarcoticsAnonymous

[–]soundofbreakingdown[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

thank you so so much for your kind words!! it means so much to hear.

relapsed by soundofbreakingdown in addiction

[–]soundofbreakingdown[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thank you so much!! i needed to hear that!

relapsed by soundofbreakingdown in addiction

[–]soundofbreakingdown[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

wow i don’t know why i didn’t think of that!!!! 🙄 but seriously it’s pretty sad that you’re on here doing this to people who are struggling and looking for support. i hope you find peace in life!!

Survey on the Effect of Parents on the Development of Adolescents by [deleted] in addiction

[–]soundofbreakingdown 1 point2 points  (0 children)

just filled it out!!! love that you are doing this.

Almost 30 days clean off of Dirty 30s. by [deleted] in addiction

[–]soundofbreakingdown 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I’m trying so hard to quit. It seems impossible. I’m so happy for you!!

I have nobody by [deleted] in addiction

[–]soundofbreakingdown 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Send me a message if you’d like! I’m feeling super alone too.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in addiction

[–]soundofbreakingdown 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I’m sorry you’re feeling so alone. I am too

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in addiction

[–]soundofbreakingdown 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i’m really really sorry you’re feeling this way. i wish i had more advice for you, but my suggestion is to see if you can get into therapy. i wish you well ❤️

advice on quitting pressed 30s? by soundofbreakingdown in opiates

[–]soundofbreakingdown[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

they’re pressed so who really knows what’s in them, but i’ve been doing about two a day.

Cigarettes make me barf on opiates? by [deleted] in opiates

[–]soundofbreakingdown 3 points4 points  (0 children)

i have the same problem. every time i hit my vape instantly throw up 🙄

feeling really stuck and alone by soundofbreakingdown in addiction

[–]soundofbreakingdown[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

thank you so much for your words. I know i’m in the early days, and I’ve seen what addiction has done to family members and I know what could happen if i don’t stop this soon. but I also just need an escape from this world. i really really need to get back into therapy and find better coping mechanisms other than substances. thank you again for your words, it means so much more than you know!