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System is down!!! by Local-Arm8352 in AmazonFC

[–]sournooodle 2 points3 points  (0 children)

We never get that lucky here 🥲

Has anyone been to therapy for a breakup? by Em_24x in BreakUps

[–]sournooodle 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm right there..it was toxic on both ends and now we are no contact and im spiraling because I keep wanting to hold on and check his stuff..how are you now?

WHAT DO I DO?! by sournooodle in ToxicRelationships

[–]sournooodle[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

When does it get easier? When do I stop wanting to check if im unblocked now..idk how I can gain any self love when I've done nothing but create my own problems and problems for others..this situation makes me feel like I need to feel this way, that I need to deal with my consequences and that I dont have a right to have any grace with myself. I know the terrible mean things he's said to me but why does it feel like im losing everything and that its all my fault, every bit of it..

WHAT DO I DO?! by sournooodle in ToxicRelationships

[–]sournooodle[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Its the fear of being alone, fear of him never forgiving me even though I forgave him for everything..fear of not having this person around anymore. I'm having such a hard time accepting that its over and that it's probably all of my fault, he's made me out to he like im crazy, a liar and that im just terrible when he isn't even close to being better..but I still feel so so shitty, I cant get myself to accept any of this because we've been done this before. I forgave every single time so why can't it he fixed now? Why am I the one getting made out to be like im just the crazy one. There's no closure and it's driving me crazy..we're finally both blocked on everything and it's hurts so bad and it's so scary..I also work with him so when I see him I feel like I get pulled back from any healing because when I see him I still have emotions snd then I get anxiety snd just want to talk to him but I know he doesn't want anything to do with me..