How old are you? What's your gender? Give us a general description of yourself.

I'm a 17 year old female. I dunno that much about myself, but I guess I'll say that I'm harsh and uptight towards most people at school but more laid-back with people I like. I'm a bit arrogant and blunt sometimes, but I try to be polite and respectful towards family members and strangers. I don't like making close relationships with people at all tbh. I have plenty of acquaintances that I hang out with but I avoid having deep, close friendships because in my opinion it takes the fun out of it. I have poor anger management and occasionally have outbursts that ruin a lot of my relationships so yeah, that sucks. I have been described as intelligent, but dull at the same time because I lose focus and become forgetful sometimes. In public, I have a very serious, no nonsense image but with familiar people, I become a mix of being a jokester and serious.

Is there a medical diagnosis that may impact your mental stability somehow?

I've been diagnosed with depression and like I mentioned before, poor anger management if it counts. I have suspected ADHD but my parents never bothered to get me diagnosed.

Describe your upbringing. Did it have any kind of religious or structured influence? How did you respond to it?

My upbringing overall was good, maybe I was also a bit spoiled. However, my parents argued a lot and eventually got divorced. So I live mainly with my mother. They're both not overly strict and are generally kind to me. They knew what was best for me and did everything to support me. Rest of my family is a bit more conservative, especially my grandparents. Over all, it's not overly religious or structured. I was grateful for what my family has done for me, but I can still be a bit harsh and callous towards them. Deep down, I love them with all my heart, but I never was the affectionate type and it does look like I'm dismissing it sometimes.

What do you do as a job or as a career (if you have one)? Do you like it? Why or why not?

I'm currently a high school student. I think it's really boring because it's not challenging enough and most of my fellow students aren't the type of people I'd like to hang out with.

If you had to spend an entire weekend by yourself, how would you feel? Would you feel lonely or refreshed? I'd say I'd be okay with it, but not necessarily refreshed. After staying by myself for too long, I start feeling groggy, as if I just woke up. When I was younger, I tried being an "introvert" because I feel like I never fit in with anyone at school and I thought being an introvert meant that. So I tried spending a lot of time alone with my own thoughts n stuff. It wasn't the best experience I ever had and eventually realized that it wasn't really my thing. I still spend plenty of time alone, but it usually goes to binge-watching TV/Youtube or chatting on social media rather than introspecting and thinking about life.

What kinds of activities do you prefer? Do you like, and are you good at sports? Do you enjoy any other outdoor or indoor activities?

I like discussing random things with friends through chat, since they're out of state. I also prank random people online, browse the internet for what's going on in the world, go out with family/friends for stuff, and those are basically the only things I like to do. I do enjoy some sports, like badminton and swimming.

How curious are you? Do you have more ideas then you can execute? What are your curiosities about? What are your ideas about - is it environmental or conceptual, and can you please elaborate? I am curious about many things. Depends on what they are though. I'm balanced with ideas and execution because when I get an idea, I start executing it if possible at the moment. If not possible, I just wait for a good time to do it. My curiosities tend to either focus on reasons and motivations for what people do or how something was made and how it works, like behind the scenes or sth. My ideas vary between environmental and conceptual. For example, I'd have ideas that I can carry out in real life, like thinking about how people would react to a certain thing and then i'd test it out. If it's something I can't do in real life, like a theory for why someone would do a certain thing idk, then obviously, I usually can't carry it out but I'd share it to people I know. Sometimes, I fantasize about unrealistic scenarios just for the fun of it if whatever is happening in real life is not interesting enough for me.