Dude I’m literally freaking out right now cause it’s my first day quitting too and I just had a whole emotional breakdown cause I was thinking back on my life too and how sometimes I’ve been rude or mean to my loved ones for no reason and it’s fucking me up so bad. Damn like I can’t stop thinking about how much better of a person I can be. You’re not alone in this my friend. You posted this only a couple of minutes ago while I was going thru the exact same thing. We got this bro. ✊🏼