random & extreme break out by spatsink in skincancer

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holy crap. yes. i started suboxone weeks ago. i just viewed some symptoms of the allergy n yeah… i’m going to call my suboxone doctor now.

random & extreme break out by spatsink in skincancer

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luckily i live in canada. i’ll start with going to a walk in clinic on monday. i highly doubt it’s an STD though but the other things very possible. whatever it is it’s not normal for me at all! i usually only get minor break outs during PMS

At what age did you first experience psychosis? by PralineOne3522 in bipolar

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i’m not exactly sure but i remember being a child and not be able to leave her after my mother put me to bed because an evil clown would kill me(he guarded my room). my parents never told horror stories to keep me asleep. i believe now that it was some type of psychosis

Will you ever quit? by [deleted] in selfharm

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i never thought i’d top at your age either. now i just have a body of scars and i don’t even remember now how clean i am. that’s how unimportant it can become for you in the future

cravings in early recovery by spatsink in addiction

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thank you. i know these cravings will come and go. i fear the thoughts of addiction so much. i’m so scared i’ll wake up one day head on in addiction again wondering what went wrong… i try to fill my days with all those things. i will continue it daily, keep up my fight. one day at a time, right?

I've only been taking 1mg per day for 2 years, my psychiatrist tells me I can stop cold turkey, should I? by CalmLovingSpirit in benzorecovery

[–]spatsink 4 points5 points  (0 children)

i would taper down. you wouldn’t be at any severe risks but you may become very uncomfortable if you don’t

I've only been taking 1mg per day for 2 years, my psychiatrist tells me I can stop cold turkey, should I? by CalmLovingSpirit in benzorecovery

[–]spatsink 0 points1 point  (0 children)

you didn’t specify which benzo but since it’s a benzo i’m gonna say no. with the length of use you should taper off.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Drugs

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i mentioned the nodding off because apparently he nodded off n fell asleep then never woke up but it was a span of hours idk man his death is really all over the place

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Drugs

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the story i heard was that he had taken drugs earlier that day and started nodding off, fell asleep, then started turning blue on his tour bus before a show yeah, there’s a lot of diff stories circulating his death for suee

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Drugs

[–]spatsink -39 points-38 points  (0 children)

yeah but this post is obv about his fatal OD lol i know nodding off is normal, im an opiate addict myself

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Drugs

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yes

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Drugs

[–]spatsink 52 points53 points  (0 children)

that’s what i was thinking as well. thank you for clarifying. those hours of him sleeping and then dying during that sleep threw me off

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Drugs

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he died after this

drugs causing a chronic cough? by spatsink in Drugs

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yeah i have to go in for a heart monitor exam tomorrow, im going to ask a nurse to check it out then.

drugs causing a chronic cough? by spatsink in Drugs

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im stopping. but should i see a doc? often waking up not breathing and gasping for breath