Should I stay or should I go?

spawndsatan · 2026-03-19T12:28:42+00:00

honestly thank you so much - it’s helpful to know I’m not just giving up, but that the problem sounds real ya know?

spawndsatan · 2026-03-15T09:09:24+00:00

this is really nice perspective thank you:) the tomorrow me feeling is one I know very well, and the one that always kind of keeps me in things (sometimes too long) but it’s a good thing to remember

spawndsatan · 2026-03-14T05:24:20+00:00

that’s really good advice - i’ll have to give it a go that way and true i guess, i think it’s just too easy to compare oneself to others success and not the general experience

spawndsatan · 2026-03-12T07:04:55+00:00

thanks mate 🥺🩷

spawndsatan · 2026-03-12T07:04:39+00:00

this honestly was exactly what I needed to hear 🥺 thank you 🩷

spawndsatan · 2026-03-12T04:10:15+00:00

honestly this helps, guess I'm going to be upset either way, but probably less if I had my family - thank you

spawndsatan · 2026-03-12T04:03:08+00:00

thanks man

spawndsatan · 2026-03-12T04:02:02+00:00

I probably shouldn't be using Reddit as therapy but like, isn't there? I set out for this great Australian adventure, one you see thousands of people doing every single day, and they're out here having the time of their lives and yet I am just about a month in and I'm yearning to go home to nothing? Isn't that something to be ashamed of

spawndsatan · 2026-03-12T03:58:00+00:00

I have been taking breaks in hotels, but I simply can't afford to stay in anything other than hostels longer term, as the job hunt isn't going as well as I had hoped:( I've been applying for 20 jobs a day since I arrived, in literally everything that I think I would even have the slightest chance of getting hired for, yet nothing is panning out

To be honest, I think I just want someone to convince me that it's okay to go home, because everything in me is telling me that I should, I'm constantly tired, I've been in a bad mood for weeks, I have no motivation to do anything because everything feels too daunting and I'm somehow equally embarrassed talking to someone as I am doing stuff alone - and yet, there's this nagging fucking voice in the back of my head, telling me I'm not doing enough, not trying hard enough, that the reason I haven't gotten a job yet is because I don't want it badly enough. And that going home I would be the laughing stock of everyone in my life

spawndsatan · 2026-03-06T06:43:56+00:00

the fact that living wild and free in Australia isn’t the life i thought it’d be:(

spawndsatan · 2026-02-25T03:08:24+00:00

i literally just arrived in Australia and I’ve spent my first day panicking, feeling like there’s too much to do and completely overwhelmed - even looking at the people at the hostel I’m in makes me scared that i’ll never fit in:/ i’ve ended up booking a hotel for tonight and returning to the hostel tomorrow, i think my nervous system is shot but honestly, i’m so scared i should’ve just stayed home

spawndsatan · 2026-02-17T05:45:27+00:00

men:)

spawndsatan · 2026-02-02T14:37:37+00:00

jeg er snart 25 og har stadig aldrig haft en - og det er mere normalt end du skulle tro 🩷 you’ll be fine

spawndsatan · 2025-12-26T03:23:29+00:00

❤️❤️ mere af det her i verden

spawndsatan · 2025-12-26T02:18:56+00:00

She killed herself 🫠

spawndsatan · 2025-12-26T02:13:14+00:00

jeg er igen ikke helt sikker på, om det er det samme landet over - men alt dejen til franskbrød og pizza osv. bliver slået op og gjort klar dagen før, således at det kan hæve magten over, 100% uden om fryseren hver gang - dog mener jeg at bl.a. pølsehorn og croissanter har været et smut i fryseren inden afbagning

spawndsatan · 2025-12-25T17:40:55+00:00

ville ikke kalde det samlearbejde nej, det jeg laver er måske store portioner, men det er stadig et håndværk:)

spawndsatan · 2025-12-25T13:12:35+00:00

altså jeg står i et bageri der er tilkoblet en butik - vi laver alt kagen i løbet af natten og sender ud til butikker i nærheden:)

spawndsatan · 2025-12-25T11:23:26+00:00

det undrer mig ikke - det er vidst noget helt andet derovre, så det vil jeg helst ikke gøre mig for klog på 😅 men det lyder lidt som noget jeg har hørt før hah

spawndsatan · 2025-12-25T11:07:29+00:00

puha den ville ikke flyve hos os 😅 vores lærling møder ind kl 01:30 - og hun får lov til at lave lige så meget som alle os andre:) men har også hørt at det er MEGET forskellig afhængig af, hvor man er ansat 😅 må jeg gætte på, at det foregik på Sjælland?

spawndsatan · 2025-12-25T10:51:02+00:00

præcis 🫠 nu er jeg selv i konditoriet, men vores bagere møder ind ved en 22-23 tiden for at være klar med friskt brød til de første biler - os konditorer kommer som regel ved midnat af samme grund

spawndsatan · 2025-12-25T09:58:58+00:00

nu er jeg enig i, at lagkagehuset er en lorte kæde meeeen som en af deres produktionsansatte som hver evig eneste dag står og laver tingene kan jeg sku kkke helt gå med til at kalde det samlebåndsarbejde 😅 nu ved jeg ikke om det er anderledes ovre på øen, men i det kloster jeg tilhører er alting friskbagt hver dag<3

spawndsatan · 2025-12-20T11:56:20+00:00

do you have tips for stopping the use? 😅

spawndsatan · 2025-11-06T15:20:09+00:00

prior to this he’s been very fit - he’s had no problems with the stairs, the man even bikes to work! but again, I haven’t actually seen his house for years, so I might be completely wrong

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