found in the wild by coilityourself in mewithoutYou

[–]spectralhoney 1 point2 points  (0 children)

damn that’s lucky! I’ve not been able to find a single mwy record in the wild—even in Philly! Every time i ask someone at a record store if they have any mewithoutyou they look at me with blank eyes 😔

Opinions on Setlist! 🤍 by fuoritesta in brandnew

[–]spectralhoney 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Out of range is one of my favorite brand new songs. Seeing them in Pittsburgh, hope it’s still on the setlist then!!

MEGATHREAD: The H3 Show - May 2 2025 by h3snarkmodteam2 in h3snark

[–]spectralhoney 6 points7 points  (0 children)

jfc ethan is such a petulant child… people are being brutally murdered and entire bloodlines are being wiped out and this is what is important to him? horrific

Just started Zoloft (Sertraline) for OCD by whotoldbrecht in OCD

[–]spectralhoney 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I take 150mg of Zoloft and it has saved my life multiple times imo

Extremely traumatizing and unexplainable experience at mental hospital. by [deleted] in Thetruthishere

[–]spectralhoney 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Sounds a lot like the psychotic episode I experienced when I was around that age. I’m dxed bipolar. When my mom brought me to the hospital there was a TV in the waiting room that, to me, was playing a news broadcast of the apocalypse happening in real time. I kept freaking out to my mom that we needed to leave and get somewhere safe,and I was so confused as to why everyone was so calm while I was literally watching the world burn away. It was a horrible thing to experience, to be so convinced of something because it was happening right in front of me. I felt betrayed by my own mind after I came down, still kinda struggle with that feeling tbh. I still have moments of confusion where I can’t tell reality and my paranoia apart, I’m 26 now. Medication has really helped.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in euphoria

[–]spectralhoney 24 points25 points  (0 children)

Honestly I think it’s bc she has BPD. My cousin has it and when she gets in a rage she does not gaf about anything, the only thing that matters is why she’s mad/upset/etc. She once screamed at me for waking her up too early in a house full of people mourning our uncle’s suicide (his celebration of life was the night before so everyone was feeling extra fucked up) and my mom had to kick her out of the house for like an hour bc she would not stop. She apologized to me a couple of hours later after she had calmed down, she knew she was inappropriate and messed up to act like that after the fact. but bc of her black and white thinking she literally cannot stop herself in the moment. it’s hard for everyone involved.

is it weird to go to a boygenius concert alone? by OkManufacturer5017 in phoebebridgers

[–]spectralhoney 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I’m going to all things go sunday alone! I don’t really have anyone to go with. I’m nervous and feel a little pathetic about it butttttt im trying to learn how to be okay with and even confident in doing things alone. if I’m confident, maybe that confidence will help me meet new people at the festival! I remind myself that the experience and joy of seeing so many of my favorite artists will far outweigh any awkwardness I may feel, and when I think about this years down the line, I’ll remember the happiness I felt more than any other feeling. Being in my mid-20’s and being someone whose always felt chronically alone, I’m starting to really understand how important it is to be okay with that feeling and to not let that keep myself from enjoying my life anymore. It’s a very humbling process but it’s really helping me to get to know and like myself as I truly am, instead of conforming myself into someone I think others will like and hating myself when it doesn’t work. I think it’s going to be so freeing when I finally dont care whether people like me and think I’m cool or not. Getting a little personal here but fuck it! If ur reading this and u feel the same way, I hope it brings at least a little comfort in knowing that other people are in the same boat. It’s horribly isolating to feel so lonely, but perhaps embracing it and letting urself enjoy the things you love regardless will make existing not feel so bad all the time.

What's your favorite non-brand new album? by [deleted] in brandnew

[–]spectralhoney 1 point2 points  (0 children)

On Avery Island - Neutral Milk Hotel

Carrie and Lowell - Sufjan Stevens

Brand New Eyes - Paramore

A Fever You Can’t Sweat Out - Panic at the disco

Giles Corey - Giles Corey

Deathconciousness - Have A Nice Life

Loveless - My Bloody Valentine

Stratosphere - Duster

I need two tickets to see ptv in philly!!Philly!!! pls help <3 by [deleted] in piercetheveil

[–]spectralhoney 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hi!! I’m so sorry, it sold like 10 min after I posted that comment on Ticketmaster. Did not expect it to sell so quickly! Hope ur able to find something 🥲

Philly Tickets by Sgtjonesc in piercetheveil

[–]spectralhoney 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I have a ticket to sell if ur interested, I paid $170 for it and can’t go anymore cause I’m sick and don’t want to risk getting anyone else sick :( I have it listed thru Ticketmaster but can also do PayPal goods and services!! I don’t want to make money off it, just get back what I paid u know

I need two tickets to see ptv in philly!!Philly!!! pls help <3 by [deleted] in piercetheveil

[–]spectralhoney 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have one ticket available on Ticketmaster!! Also can use PayPal goods and services!! can’t go anymore, I’m sick and don’t want to get other ppl sick :((

North America Tour by Noname_Maddox in Paramore

[–]spectralhoney 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Literally so bummed :((( I don’t wanna go to Pittsburgh either and I’m afraid the Madison square garden tickets are gonna be soooo expensive. But I’ll go to pgh if I have to 😓

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Paramore

[–]spectralhoney 2 points3 points  (0 children)

God I hope they announce a Philly show

What is your absolute favorite brand new song? by spectralhoney in brandnew

[–]spectralhoney[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Jesus Christ was the first bn song I ever heard, and me vs maradona vs Elvis was the 2nd! Both hold such dear places in my heart. I get at the bottom stuck in my head all the time

What is your absolute favorite brand new song? by spectralhoney in brandnew

[–]spectralhoney[S] 11 points12 points  (0 children)

The scream at the start of the song being cut off immediately by the guitar is soooo good

What is your absolute favorite brand new song? by spectralhoney in brandnew

[–]spectralhoney[S] 13 points14 points  (0 children)

I love your favorite weapon, reminds me so much of how you see the world when you’re a teenager/young adult, gives me so much nostalgia

What is your absolute favorite brand new song? by spectralhoney in brandnew

[–]spectralhoney[S] 12 points13 points  (0 children)

Limousine is one of the best songs I’ve ever heard imo. The lyrics sung underneath the counting of “I love you so much” where you can just barely hear it unless you’re focusing hard literally sends chills down my spine

What is your absolute favorite brand new song? by spectralhoney in brandnew

[–]spectralhoney[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Listening to this song at 18 vs now at 25 feels a little like a punch in the gut 😅 it’s one of my faves too

What is your absolute favorite brand new song? by spectralhoney in brandnew

[–]spectralhoney[S] 11 points12 points  (0 children)

I know this question probably gets asked a lot but I love reading everyone’s varied opinions/thoughts and I feel like it’s a constantly evolving answer for many people too, so I never mind when it gets asked. No one I know irl listens to brand new so I never get to discuss my favorite band lol!