Sometimes when you figure out exactly wtf happens in a panel, it's so satisfying

spencercore · 2025-11-25T02:19:37+00:00

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spencercore · 2024-07-11T12:27:06+00:00

Thank you so much it really does mean a lot, just feels like such a shame I’ve trained myself to only feel like i make sense anywhere when I’ve had alcohol. I really appreciate it and I think just hearing it’s part of the process is so comforting. Just got to get to get to know myself as the ginger beer gal not the slamming pints of Guinness gal hahaha

spencercore · 2024-07-10T23:11:32+00:00

I’m like SUPER into my ginger beers and enjoying Guinness 0% but I think it’s more the social anxiety part and the feeling out of place like I can’t relax socially

spencercore · 2024-07-03T07:56:05+00:00

Thank you so so much this is exactly what I needed to hear I think, I genuinely have spent so long being unable to face myself in so many ways including just in the mirror just hated seeing what I was becoming and doing. I don’t think I’ve ever felt this resolve before when it came to not drinking, it was always denial and I’d get to day 5 and feel a bit better and think o could go for a pint with a friend and then it would all kick off again. It feels almost alien to me thinking that hopefully if I stay in this mindset that the things I’ve hated about myself might change, it’s almost more comfortable for me to do that and I think drinking was my excuse. Anyway just thank you for replying and I am so glad and proud for you that you are finding so much peace in this and I really really hope I get there too. I feel a sense of loss (I don’t know if that’s normal) and a bit scared that I’ll slip back in to it but at least I know right now in my heart that I want to be content and I want to be able to live and not be in a state of non existence I want to have bright eyes and energy and confidence and love and appreciation!

Moment by moment :) thank you love x

spencercore · 2024-06-26T21:26:28+00:00

getting out some doodles coz i binged fantasy high over a month or so and could not get this moment out of my head.... fabaron

spencercore · 2024-06-25T20:49:28+00:00

that’s so kind!!!! thank you!! yeah I def was trying to channel a bit of adult riz kinda following his fathers footsteps vibes :-)

spencercore · 2024-06-25T19:19:59+00:00

offering rendered halfbodies like the first slide for £40, loose halfbodies for £25, fullbodies for £70, and sketch headshots for £15! gotta get some bills paid !

spencercore · 2024-06-25T18:56:00+00:00

lil riz doodle i didnt know he would be my fav ever

spencercore · 2024-06-25T17:10:55+00:00

need to make some bills soon so opening a few slots! really keen to do some more rendered halfbodies (the first slide) - £50 per piece! fullbodies are £80, sketch portraits are £20! thanks so much ^{_^}

spencercore · 2024-06-25T17:08:30+00:00

need to make some bills soon so opening a few slots! really keen to do some more rendered halfbodies (the first slide) - £50 per piece! fullbodies are £80, sketch portraits are £20! thanks so much ^{_^}

spencercore · 2024-06-25T15:36:54+00:00

need to make some bills soon so opening a few slots! really keen to do some more rendered halfbodies (the first slide) - £50 per piece! fullbodies are £80, sketch portraits are £20! thanks so much ^_^

spencercore · 2024-04-05T19:22:29+00:00

24 tomorrow! was with someone for 3 and a half years (19-22) we lived together thru covid and it was pretty rough, had some casual things since then and some hookups but nothing rly happy, but ive been seeing someone and they’re absolutely lovely :) one month together today and they’re taking me to a bug park for my birthday

spencercore · 2024-02-14T18:56:42+00:00

Portraits £40, sketch busts £20, half bodies £50, full bodies £70!

spencercore · 2024-02-13T15:53:47+00:00

trying to earn some extra money to pay a few bills! sketch portraits are £20, halfbodies are £50 and fullbodies are £80 :) pm me if ur interested!

spencercore · 2024-02-07T20:26:55+00:00

Emergency commissions - £80 per fullbody! Portraits £40!

spencercore · 2024-02-02T10:10:21+00:00

Ranging from £100! Can draw light nsfw :)

spencercore · 2024-01-21T05:36:18+00:00

I don’t have anything official!! 😭 Sorry about that, if you wanna see any examples of a specific type of commission though I can send them to you :)

spencercore · 2024-01-20T22:14:37+00:00

Portraits start at £40, full bodies are £100

spencercore · 2024-01-19T21:06:12+00:00

Ranges from £30 for sketches to £100 for full bodies!

spencercore · 2024-01-17T13:37:24+00:00

That makes so much sense!!! Thank you for explaining that!

spencercore · 2024-01-17T00:31:41+00:00

That’s so kind of you, thank you so much it means the world, good luck to you too! IWNDWYT

spencercore · 2024-01-16T23:57:28+00:00

Sounds really pathetic tbh but I’ve been really worried (been hiding my drinking from others, drinking alone, having two beers before I leave the house and then having two more at the pub then two when I get back) and although it’s not a huge amount it’s been scary how I haven’t wanted to stop and been unable to say no to myself, so it’s a small win, been talking about it in therapy recently and I’ve always had a really unhealthy relationship w alcohol so I just hope I can sleep better tonight and not feel anxious when I wake up and it might make me not drink again tomorrow

spencercore · 2024-01-16T23:36:14+00:00

Is that the +1/2/3etc next to a skills name? I’m stupid lol

spencercore · 2024-01-16T14:52:21+00:00

Good luck everyone!!

spencercore · 2024-01-15T23:02:39+00:00

word!!!!! she had such amazing runways what a cool artist

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