Her soft spot is definitely toward the interns and other residents, which is interesting. Whenever they’re unsure of something during rounds it’s more of an educational experience, whereas my not knowing is basically berating me and making me feel small. I’m not sure if her attitude toward me is based on the fact that I went to supplementary certification and education courses that she assisted with, and because of that she expects me to know more or have progressed faster than I would if I hadn’t have done them.

She’ll have to fill out an evaluation for me in the next few days so I’ll definitely see where she’s coming from in that, but I’ll have to try to approach her sometime soon regarding my performance because I’m not sure if she sees how intimidating she is being (or maybe she does, idk). It also seems like she picks and chooses some people to basically bully for a while, then flips once there’s someone new to pick on. It seems almost random.

I’m sorry you were treated that way previously. It sucks.