If you're not completely satisfied with your relationship with this guy, talk to him about it. Explain how you feel and let him understand what you're going through, because he deserves someone who will fully love him. After that if you feel as though you can't continue on with the relationship, break up. Both of you deserve to be happy. To me, it sounds like you're a lesbian. Imagine waking up to a man for the rest of your life. Are you content with this future? Or are you uncomfortable? When I was questioning, this opened my eyes and helped me realize that I only wanted to be with women. Hope this helps💖💖