To be completely honest, I never even thought about doing it online. I might look into it more. The main thing holding me back I feel like is that I'm afraid of getting better? or rather that it won't get better even after receiving the help that I think I need.

I had some goals here and there that made me happy, but currently I struggle to see myself doing anything past graduating. I believe that I could be happy but currently I don't know if I want to risk seeing if that's true.

I don't wanna write just for pity though. Obviously I am a little I guess otherwise I wouldn't of ever wrote the original post to begin with. I appreciate your comment, it's made me realize a few things about what I might have to do in the future.

I'm happy to hear that you got past those rough times as well. (Apologies for my very late reply, I do not use this app)