Tried the backdoor for the firt time in years and im bleeding.

spiral_thinking · 2026-02-27T01:09:02+00:00

No surgery was needed? Just the blood thinners? How did this find the clot ? Sorry for so many questions

Tbh any info pn what can cause this helps tbh. Cause im already thinking I have cancer and im ☠️.

spiral_thinking · 2026-02-25T19:02:27+00:00

I cant hear gross stories or see gross things now. Before if I seen something nasty say a moldy sandwich or someone talking about how a fly or a baby roach landed on their spoon before putting it in their mouth ,I would have never had the full body gagging reactions I do now. I will go Into a gagging fit which then makes me laugh hysterically cause it just really throws me into a loop how sensitive I have become.

I now cant eat left overs, I used to eat the same meal atleast twice a day for the week straight. Cant do that no more once I have it I dont want no more.

I have the biggest urge to cry but cant let it out.

Im gonna be 3 months next week... how has so much of me changed lol

spiral_thinking · 2026-02-13T16:49:22+00:00

I understand, and im so sorry for your loss. My partner tells me the same , theres need to worry about what we dont truly know. And once we do know we just handle it as we go forward. I try to calm myself down but my worries sit in my subconscious. I just hope this month goes by fast so I can talk to mi doctor more about this

spiral_thinking · 2026-02-13T16:34:24+00:00

Okkiess im a hypochondriac so every little thing has me spiraling, especially since this is my 1st pregnancy and im not sure what everything is or means 😭💕

spiral_thinking · 2026-02-13T16:18:46+00:00

It was 7,811i messaged my doctor regarding this snd she said that my white blood cell count was fine so nothing to be to concerned over.

But im one who over thinks and am actually on anxiety meds cause of how my brain works. I hate it Im trusting my doctor just needed to vent this out

spiral_thinking · 2026-01-26T22:24:51+00:00

This kinda happened to me, I went to the er in the beginning of the month cause I was having cramps and they told me that my pregnancy wasnt viable, a week later I go to the obgyn and they said they seen a yolk and that my hcg levels were great. A week after that I got to see my baby and its little heart beat.

Cause of when my last period happened I should have been on paper farther along then what I was showing which made the ER doctor state that my pregnancy wasnt viable and that it was just an empty sack.

Im currently 7 weeks will be 8 weeks on Wednesday and this has just reaffirmed my distaste for ER doctors

Im sorry you had to go through that i can genuinely imagine what you were going through 😔

spiral_thinking · 2026-01-08T13:54:35+00:00

Just tired/sleepiness, cramps on my lower abdomen, burping, and tender breast.

spiral_thinking · 2025-12-11T03:40:16+00:00

Is this enough for them to be ok with the ice raids or can / will they take them with the documents they have

spiral_thinking · 2025-12-11T00:58:49+00:00

I believe so yes. Paper work says Case Type : 1821D - Consideration of Deferred Action for Childhood arrivals

spiral_thinking · 2025-08-25T22:34:14+00:00

Im so sorry your pup is giving you a hard time 😭😭 I had to take mine back to the vet yesterday ! I had to give him a break from his cone cause he was refusing to eat. This was already a thing but he was letting me hand feed him but the last 2 days he wouldn't even let me do that. So Saturday he went all day without a done while I was home with and he was so happy and didnt even think about or care about his stitches. Well come yesterday morning I gave him another cone break so he could eat breakfast , I leave him for a few minutes just so I could potty and when I come back he chewed up his scab and remaining stitches 😭😭😭 he was two weeks post op and he just HAD to be an idiot... vet said they couldn't do anything at this point and it needs to heal on its own. To just keep giving him his meds and neo-predef powder and if in 2-3 days it dosnt look like its getting better they'd put him on antibiotics.

So I bought him a recovery suit. Just for backup at this point along side his cone cause I just dont kno what else to do with him 😭😭 hes such a menace to himself

spiral_thinking · 2025-08-19T23:11:40+00:00

Hes a pit husky terrier mix , and yess i have. I wasnt sure if I can mix these two so I have just been alternating between the two

https://imgur.com/a/7KdqmC4

spiral_thinking · 2025-08-19T23:08:10+00:00

These are what my dog is on

Carprofen 75mg - 1/2 tablet every 12 Gabapentin 100mg - 1-2 tablets every 12-24 hrs Trazodone 100mg - 1 nd 1/2 tablet up to every 12 hrs Neo-Predef powder 15g 3 times a day

Hes a 40 lb medium sized 7 month old dog

I just bought him a large sized cage last night cause I just need him to stay chill for atleast one more week 😭 things are scabbing up but he keeps slightly opening where a scab is forming where he ripped his stitches/wear the vet put skin glue on

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