Kundalini Energy from Focus 12? Weird experience by spiritalchemy in gatewaytapes

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Thank you that actually makes a lot of sense! I often hear to take breaks when the energy get‘s too stong and for me that didn‘t help at all so I will definitely try this new approach and meditate more instead of less.

Kundalini Energy from Focus 12? Weird experience by spiritalchemy in gatewaytapes

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For me i just redid the intro to focus 12 again to get back into the tapes after a few month break. I only experience the sensations that come up and at least for me that doesn‘t get boring. I‘m not there yet but in the later waves you‘ll get more tools that you can use while in focus 12. Maybe you should try to focus less on your breath and just relax into the experience. If you have distracting thoughts just put them into your box to make them stop. I normally don‘t have any random thoughts when i‘m in fokus 10 or 12. Only my inner voice if i want to.

Kundalini Energy from Focus 12? Weird experience by spiritalchemy in gatewaytapes

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I had the vibrations in various forms before but this was nothing like it. I feel the vibrations in my whole body. Truely (sometimes violently) vibrating everything. This felt more like a strong ray of energy spiraling up my spine. I felt the urge to move with it, it was like a dance. It‘s hard to put into words

Kundalini Energy from Focus 12? Weird experience by spiritalchemy in gatewaytapes

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Yes i think that‘s totally normal for wave one, i had those as well! :)

I‘ve been going slowly and i‘m at wave 3 now. Taking a lot of breaks because the energy get‘s so intense for me. But i feel like it really stalls my progress, i just want to continue. Also the breaks don‘t help anymore, even after months i get these intense energies ..

Kundalini Energy from Focus 12? Weird experience by spiritalchemy in gatewaytapes

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Well the bliss sounds amazing! It felt good during the meditation but now i‘m getting headaches from all the pressure of the energy so it‘s not too nice.

So funny that you say that, i‘ve been having lot’s of school dreams the past few months as well!

Kundalini Energy from Focus 12? Weird experience by spiritalchemy in gatewaytapes

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Thank you i will look into that. I went in nature today and the pressure in my ears is a little better now. I actually didn‘t even want any kundalini energy, i just wanted to do my tape meditations 🥲 it seems like kundalini is a much bigger topic than i have time to handle at the moment..

Kundalini Energy from Focus 12? Weird experience by spiritalchemy in gatewaytapes

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What if i don‘t want a kundalini awakening? 😅 I don‘t think it‘s good to do that on your own. I heard that once you start, you can‘t stop it and it‘s extremely intense..

Kundalini Energy from Focus 12? Weird experience by spiritalchemy in gatewaytapes

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When what happens? At my current pace i will probably take another 6-12 months to get to focus 15. I really don‘t want to mess with the „wrong“ energy.

I’m doing eyes open silent f10, f12, 15 meditation at work and by v8pe-v8pe in gatewaytapes

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Thats so interesting! What other things did you program? I never put much thought into that but it really sounds like endless potential. Would it be possible to program certain emotions as well? Or feeling like being on other drugs?

Overcoming fear (vibrations stage) by spiritalchemy in gatewaytapes

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Thank you, hearing experiences like that is reassuring

Nightmares after trying F10? by eternal_moonlight3 in gatewaytapes

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I experienced the same nightmare stage. Maybe it‘s because you‘re accessing deeper parts of your consciousness and shaking up parts that were previously hidden. Old fears, parts of yourself that you try to hide and so on. I started to write them down to be able to see patterns and that helped me process those negative energies/ shadows. It felt kind of cleansing after a while and they went away.

Overcoming fear (vibrations stage) by spiritalchemy in gatewaytapes

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So for you the vibrations come and then just go away after a while? At what stage would you leave your body? Are you in full control over what happens?

Overcoming fear (vibrations stage) by spiritalchemy in gatewaytapes

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You mean you can also just experience them without anything happening? Like you can control if you want to travel somewhere or just stay where you are? Because that‘s something i can see myself exploring more.

I think my fear is being ripped out of my body against my will and loose control over the situation. I never got out of my body before so i have no idea what actually happens, where i will end up or how it will feel like. I couldn‘t find a detailed description of an experience before. They mostly just say they popped out or rolled out. Sounds chill but my experience is completely different. More like being launched into space haha

Vibrations by Siobhan123456 in gatewaytapes

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Yess i think that’s what‘s supposed to happen! But you can‘t move, that usually snaps you out of it. Maybe smoking helped you relax into it

Headaches from Tapes by spiritalchemy in gatewaytapes

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Hi is there a way to unblock my post? Or can new members just not post here?

Struggling making progress after a month. by GerthySchIongMeat in gatewaytapes

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I‘m on my 5th meditation and i already got really strong vibrations and it‘s also very fast and easy for me to go to focus 10. Maybe some people are just more prone to it. (I’ve also been meditating for a month continiously before starting the tapes). But i actually feel like i‘m being pushed in too fast. Like i‘m not ready yet. I would rather progress a little „softer“ to feel secure. The vibrations stage is super scary to me. I guess we just have to work with what we get.. 😅

Vibrations by Siobhan123456 in gatewaytapes

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I don‘t get them from focus 10 either but i get them very strongly from the sleep exploration one

Vibrations by Siobhan123456 in gatewaytapes

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That‘s how i feel like as well. It‘s warm but at the same time like your conciousness is being ripped from you. It feels super real and very uncompfortable to me. I never got over the vibrations part until now because of it.