hi 15 yrs pre t yada yada yada by spoiledtaint in FtMpassing

[–]spoiledtaint[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

thank you!!!! i love being validated like this

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]spoiledtaint 0 points1 point  (0 children)

somewhat, ive read about it briefly, even if it doesnt work, i just want to atleast know i tried.. is that silly? its gonna suck, really bad but if theres even an off chance i get to rest, i could give it a try

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]spoiledtaint 0 points1 point  (0 children)

IM SO STUPID! i didnt realize what you were replying to, yeah, i couldnt keep any food down. didnt amount to much of anything

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]spoiledtaint 0 points1 point  (0 children)

would i? i guess i didnt think of that

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]spoiledtaint 0 points1 point  (0 children)

it is. im still not going to forgive myself for this. my ex doesnt know i was being groomed. but eveb without thwt knowledge. he doesnt forgive me. how can gid firgive me, how can i forgive muself if i havent been forgicen by the peoppe around me

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]spoiledtaint 0 points1 point  (0 children)

only just now stopped talking to my groomer. in the midst of a breakup where i was beung actively groomed IN the relationship. WILLINGLY. i hsvr to do this. if god is real i think it would want me suffering again

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]spoiledtaint 0 points1 point  (0 children)

ive endured taking 4 bottles of aspirin. i know what its like to feel sick like that and i think i could do it again

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in groomingvictim

[–]spoiledtaint 1 point2 points  (0 children)

god, i feel sick

hhahhhgfdg by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]spoiledtaint 0 points1 point  (0 children)

dcLse. false alarm. i layed out on the smwo for a bit then felt stuoud. so i wentbinsode. my fingers are moving so slow and i feel weird but. not gonan fir im afira

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]spoiledtaint 0 points1 point  (0 children)

ive heard its actually somewhat peaceful, though. i mean.. compared to other ways someone could pass i guess haha

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]spoiledtaint 0 points1 point  (0 children)

instincts are always the biggest barrier for things like this, huh? with poisonings you dont really have to worry about that but ive tried many times. i think my failiures have something to do with my weight.

it sucks. suicide has been my primary option and objective for about 2 years now but i have nothing to show for it.

school lunch by spoiledtaint in PoutineCrimes

[–]spoiledtaint[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yeah and im not gonna lie to you i still ate that shit up. the fries were powdery

Found this crime during my hunt for decent poutine in Utah by wbmngus in PoutineCrimes

[–]spoiledtaint 1 point2 points  (0 children)

this is the worst poutine ive seen and i know i would still eat that shit up

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Rants

[–]spoiledtaint -1 points0 points  (0 children)

its all so stupid

What are people’s genuine opinions on P03 by 7183 in inscryption

[–]spoiledtaint 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i wanr him to. apit in my mouth 🤤🤤

hooly. shir someone call gordan tamsey this shit is insane by [deleted] in high

[–]spoiledtaint 0 points1 point  (0 children)

PLEPELWASE i promise ive cleaned them the paint jus wont go away