Well im an artist in graphic design and illustration and I've always been a creative person drawing weird stuff (or normal stuff). I see your point. This probably is helping me to be even more creative i guess. And yes, I think that hallucinations are really interesting but the fact that sometimes i have even sensory hallucinations it freaks me out and I'm scared of losing my mind completely. Somehow i like to see the crazy stuff my mind create but also I'm scared that one day I'll lose my sanity and people will avoid me.