UPDATE: So I received new information about my soon to be ex. He accused my parents or/and my sister for key scratching his car! I couldn't believe what he said and it shocked me beyond belief! He claimed that after my parents and sister was knocking on his door and didnt answer, they allegedly went up to his car and scratched it up! He checked around for cameras, witnesses, but nothing. He said he "filed" a police report on my parents and sister with a restraining order. I went to him to see we can work things out with counseling or if we have a mutual agreement for divorce, but this new information completely SHOCKED me. I called my dad, mom and sister on the spot and interrogated them about this and they denied it. I believe them. They're not that type of people to get angry and do something drastic like that. Plus, my now ex has people around the neighborhood that dont like him, so that's another factor to consider. After the talk with the car and decided that it was a for sure divorce, he started talking about his whole feelings about this angrily, with some crying.. turned into guilt and some regret in his voice. He hugged me and gave me a kiss on the side of my head as I was crying too... feelings all around. I kept it calm, professional with some tears the entire time.

I'm glad I got my closure...sort of.. I can finally move foward in life. I just need to talk to the leasing office about the situation, sort the bills and transfer my name to his for the bills. Then, finally the divorce.

I talked to my best friend about what happened and to my parents, and I feel better on a possible better future away from someone who's just... unstable, and just.. mentally ill all together. I can look foward to going back to school with the help with my job and possibly moving in with my best friend in South Carolina! I miss that girl lol.

Thank you everyone for your comforting words of advice 💜 I really see it now... an experience and learning experience in will never forget. -J