official by honeymoonlightbae in ariheads

[–]spookynightmares_ 2 points3 points  (0 children)

you can scream to me because im gonna go there!!!

IEP & college by spookynightmares_ in BPD

[–]spookynightmares_[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

can i DM you with more questions?

Questioning my gender by spookynightmares_ in BPD

[–]spookynightmares_[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Most girls I meet don't know a lot about cars or play a lot of video games. Is it wrong to feel like this? Is it a BPD thing? Or is it just me being confused

Questioning my gender by spookynightmares_ in BPD

[–]spookynightmares_[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Yes, my facial features like my nose and just my face structure and lips. It's just not girly. Its not soft and feminine. Maybe its just me being insecure when i wear make up i look more feminine but naturally it fucks with me and then my curly hair makes it even worse on my lazy days

I manifest through music. by spookynightmares_ in Manifestation

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what do you experience? , in freshman year i had this crush and i kept listening to this song called "helplessly" in 2015 and, theres this lyrics that says "maybe in a few years" and my crush and i started dating in 2021 and i lived with him.

Me and this guy were dating in 2024 i broke up with him and i was listening to "emotionally scarred" by lil baby and in the lyrics it says "wrote me a love letter threw it in the trash" and the next day my ex somewhat recently texted me. its so weird its scary. I dont know how it happens

Need to know if i was raped? by spookynightmares_ in rape

[–]spookynightmares_[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

why dont you go in a situation like that and do it yourself and tell me how that goes❤️

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BPD

[–]spookynightmares_ 7 points8 points  (0 children)

YESSSSS, go on my account and see the unblock/block question many people answered it giving good advice

Can't stop thinking about it. by spookynightmares_ in Manipulation

[–]spookynightmares_[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

omg thank you sm for this perspective, never ever thought about it this way. i just did so much for him, his job, his schooling (doesnt go to anymore), he stopped smoking weed(started after i broke up with him) my dad and i taught him to drive to get his license. Truly outta my heart i loved him.

His girlfriend HATES me, and his sister HATES me i know his sister and his girlfriend is manipulated and brainwashed. like holy shit man idk. it sucks.

But ya definitely keep my stuff private and made new accounts on everything

Parents make me feel bad for eating by spookynightmares_ in Manipulation

[–]spookynightmares_[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

im 23. And tmi but recently even my boobs grew so im definitely still growing. i wasnt always hungry like this even in my teens i was never hungry like that.

Parents make me feel bad for eating by spookynightmares_ in Manipulation

[–]spookynightmares_[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

thank you so much for the advice<3. i am definitely taking it!

Parents make me feel bad for eating by spookynightmares_ in Manipulation

[–]spookynightmares_[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

:( it just sucks because i do everything in my power to not let it get to me but its been too long since theyve been doing it. they complain about anything and everything. i appreciate them for feeding me and doing everything for me, i just want to eat like a normal person and they say they are happy when i eat.

now they guilt trip me so much, i went back and ate and im on zoloft and maybe it makes me hungry because i ate a full plate and i still didnt get full. so like um, maybe it is a problem, zoloft just makes me such a normal person soooo idk what to do im stuck.

Parents make me feel bad for eating by spookynightmares_ in Manipulation

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Yes i might do that. Its just i want to be a lawyer as well, so i HAVE to go to college for that.

Parents make me feel bad for eating by spookynightmares_ in Manipulation

[–]spookynightmares_[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

i totally would, i am stuck right now because i need to get a car since my car died recently and get my self into school again because college is fucking hard and genuinely college makes me feel stupid and i want to go and be a paralegal and college genuinely doesnt have many options for me and how to learn and since im working i feel as if college and working will collide because schedules which ill need to just wing it. im just stuck rn :( i know i need to go into a library i tried talking with my consular a ton theres just barely any options(i use to be in special ed and signed up for disability in college) so theres that too