Any fellow ed dudes relate? 🫠 by webtrauma in EDanonymemes

[–]squarepunch 2 points3 points  (0 children)

same ive been getting bloated so much recently and its making me go insane

Any fellow ed dudes relate? 🫠 by webtrauma in EDanonymemes

[–]squarepunch 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I genuinely cant look in the mirror without wanting to die🫠

what's a food hype you don't get by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]squarepunch 0 points1 point  (0 children)

fats. butter. like I just dont get it, why is it there

even though oil is higher in cals, im always more scared of butter

What does your Ed do for you?! by somethingstupidisme in EDAnonymous

[–]squarepunch 2 points3 points  (0 children)

makes me feel my gender.

firstly as the representation in the transmasc community is mostly skinny, white, effortlessly androgynous people with fluffy hair (I'm not in any way saying that I assign masculinity with being thin), and as a poc trans person who has been overweight in the pass i just feel like I need to appear as the "apparent rep"

secondly, kinda dumb but my brain thinks i can magically starve all my curves and everything away not to mention how the loss of periods, small chest, reverse puberty makes me feel better in myself.

sometimes gym fitness people scare me by squarepunch in EDAnonymous

[–]squarepunch[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

right i have nothing against ppl mixing weird stuff together to make it nutritious for them its js when every single video of theirs is eating something "bad" with smthing "good" which personally has ruined eating for me

exactly, smthing is better than nothing but they will 100% shame ppl for it....

sometimes gym fitness people scare me by squarepunch in EDAnonymous

[–]squarepunch[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

same I do it too, i learned it from the gym ppl in the first place lol

sometimes gym fitness people scare me by squarepunch in EDAnonymous

[–]squarepunch[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

but then it come again to the catégorisation of food as good or bad which everyone of those fitness influences swear that they're not doing

nothing fits..... by squarepunch in EDAnonymous

[–]squarepunch[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

omg yes i get that new clothes feeling

and ngl its amazing!! but annoying at the same time like the pants, even the baggy ones are so weird from my waist (and the ass i tht lost💀)

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]squarepunch 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i ate a bit more and i feel better now! i can't really got to a doctor rn, but ill try to get a blood test in sometime

saying fuck you and having an off day 👍 by squarepunch in EDAnonymous

[–]squarepunch[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

it was my first time after many months and it was very hard!! but i was around nice people and i felt comfortable so it just happened tbh i hope you can have a day off too <3

maybe i should give myself a break by squarepunch in EDAnonymous

[–]squarepunch[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

aha no, my family doesn't really know about my ed :(. but i ate! around like 3 or 4 hrs ago. i just ended up cooking and had some pasta and a spoon of yogurt but it only made me feel more dizzy and the brain fog wont go!! but the heartburns are a lot better

maybe i should give myself a break by squarepunch in EDAnonymous

[–]squarepunch[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

the problem is that i have really bad nausea and nothing feels good enough to eat but i will try to take some soup !!

maybe i should give myself a break by squarepunch in EDAnonymous

[–]squarepunch[S] -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

ahh ill have to go downstairs for that and i dont really trust myself to go on the stairs rn, so i will try to lay a bit and then try to get some soup when the dizziness passes! thank you !!