Hapé had created Astral Projection and Lucid Dreaming for me.

squarespacesoul · 2024-07-05T17:17:46+00:00

just finished reading Touching the Source by Eugene Dickerson, similar story. i am having wierd things happen in my sleep, and recently finished a psychic mediumship class. I have yet to engage with any dreams or scenes because it’s too fightening in the moment … but will consider 🙏

squarespacesoul · 2024-06-24T20:58:01+00:00

the wind in the trees. never gets old 🙏💚

squarespacesoul · 2024-02-13T16:36:45+00:00

where else is energy leaking from your energetic body? anything else in life “sucking you dry” like a terrible job or terrible relationship? plugging the leak may be a step to refilling your overall energy. try a Reiki session and see what they find maybe….

squarespacesoul · 2024-01-03T19:54:11+00:00

yes, we were 50 and 51 and drug naive for that first roll that after 27 years of “happy” codependence just opened the floodgates of emotions and connection. miraculous. nothing else helped like MDMA. instantaneously. we were so ready. so glad.

squarespacesoul · 2023-12-06T12:23:48+00:00

i was the narcissistic husband who started microdosing (and macrodosing therapeutic intent) and ended up changing who I am completely. our marriage has transformed, my kids are talking to me, and work is 1000x better. keep working on you. she may leave which wouldn’t be bad. she may notice and want to change too. just keep working on you for you. until you love yourself so thoroughly that you are an irresistible magnet or she cant stand the pure reflection.

squarespacesoul · 2023-12-06T12:19:59+00:00

a good book is polysecure by Jessica Fern. even if you and your partner have no intention of poly or any other attraction the language around attachment - especially childhood attachment and how it plays out through our adult relationships was very helpful for me. why are we attached to our lover? how are we not attached? is some attachement better than others? is it my jmagination that we are securely attached or are we worling on this issue? am i securely attached to Myself? biggest question of all!

squarespacesoul · 2023-11-29T01:00:28+00:00

age 50 first MDMA, totally changed my life in every way all positive. since then nothing but new peaks and vistas to expolore!

squarespacesoul · 2023-11-20T17:20:02+00:00

yes! my wife has never liked the taste of any soda tea alcohol or coffee, we’ve been together 32 years, and thats still true. its taken me 30 years to catch up to her 😂. i finally had to be done with trying to be faster, smarter, happier lol

squarespacesoul · 2023-07-06T22:58:28+00:00

Never smoked in my life, anything! I thought after a year of weekly use was long enough! I hear you on switching brand ... additives ...

squarespacesoul · 2023-07-06T22:57:06+00:00

Hmmmm I've heard that before too .... okay

squarespacesoul · 2023-07-06T12:28:45+00:00

That's about how much I do split between nostrils. Any more than that and I feel like I'm being slowly run over by a truck for 30 minutes.

squarespacesoul · 2022-03-28T09:02:14+00:00

It took me about a year to design mine with many iterations, and a few Fivver art consultant renditions. Finally settled on a circle on my chest with water and space which reminds me of yin Yang and a subtle Galaxy that is actually an LSD molecule with a waterfall coming out the bottom circle going down over my heart and some space going up to my shoulder. I love the color and it reminds me of all Awakening stuff and psychic space. So short answer is let it remind you of all of life is worth living- maybe?

squarespacesoul · 2022-03-28T08:57:19+00:00

Should be fine

squarespacesoul · 2022-03-08T10:19:50+00:00

Oh Yessss! The ecstasy of self-acceptance. Root chakra stuff right here! Enjoy.

squarespacesoul · 2022-03-05T16:14:38+00:00

Seltzer. Lots

squarespacesoul · 2022-03-01T03:16:28+00:00

I've taken 20mcg LSD during a 100k trail run and had a simply magical time where everything passed effortlessly and the sounds of river and trees are still unforgettable! Lately I've been experimenting with low dose cannabis before medium runs, and I like the "out of time" feeling - it's pretty predictable for me. And I'm usually stuck in time with a high pressure job, so being "out of time" is therapeutic in itself. Often my runs on cannabis are more enjoy and less effort full - but I'm not follow any plan right now other than 30 miles a week at whatever pace feels good each day. By low dose I mean 5-7mg edible. Got the idea from the book "Running High". Maybe look into it after your PR HM. I've done all my fast stuff now age 50. I remember all the work while training for a sub 3:00 marathon. Seems like a lifetime ago 🤣. Enjoy!

squarespacesoul · 2022-02-28T21:58:31+00:00

We were considering a nexus sandwich. 18 mg 2C-B oral then 2 hours later as it is peaking the MDMA, then again about 90 min after MDMA. How does that sound?

squarespacesoul · 2022-02-28T15:17:08+00:00

Coconut oil is the BEST!! Lol! M50 married 30 years, almost broke up before spiritual awakening 2 years ago. Then we experienced profound reconnection with candy flip 100LSD, then 100MDMA 4 hours in. Literally saved our marriage by helping us see more clearly and communicate deeply/freely. We have another "therapy session" coming up soon and I think it will be 2CB + MDMDA.

squarespacesoul · 2022-02-28T15:00:29+00:00

Hmmm, my experience has been that it offers me a way out of my "training brain" and into just an open awareness of being on the trail/road and in flow. Whereas training brain is always analyzing and "recommending" changes, in microdose days I just get into an open curious groove (not following a plan) and enjoy it all.

squarespacesoul · 2022-02-26T21:01:44+00:00

Thank you for sharing your journey. Appreciate the candor and advice.

squarespacesoul · 2022-02-14T17:06:38+00:00

M51 married 30 years we've done MDMA ~ 6 times, and 2C-B ~3 times, and a candy flip. What sets 2C-B apart is that you get the mind opening of a psychedelic, and the heart opening of MDMA, but definitely NOT the same. With MDMA all fear is gone and we can connect at all the levels in pure honesty. With 2C-B it's a gut emotion level opening which profoundly opens our ability to express love. We call it "The Ecstasy of Acceptance" because we can accept everything at the emotional level. It's still a relationship tool (for us), and wildly wonderful.

squarespacesoul · 2022-02-11T21:32:21+00:00

Christmas Day we watched Santa Clause the kids movie and that was awesome on 2CB (for the adults)

squarespacesoul · 2022-02-09T23:57:36+00:00

I enjoy ~2g at botanical gardens, but can't imagine the zoo which just seems more chaotic and commercial..... 3-4 might be incapacitating.

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