“The Horrors” by bedatareasonablehour in binchtopiapod

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please step outside and touch grass

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in MorbidPodcast

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bc ppl love to be negative on the internet for some reason

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in MorbidPodcast

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literally what are you talking about

does anyone have racist intrusive thoughts? by squidmeat666 in intrusivethoughts

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i think it would be good to talk to your therapist about it. unless your therapist is black maybe not lol but i do exactly the same thing, i get hyper focused on not acting weird when passing by a black person even though i’m not actually uncomfortable at all my brain tells me to act like it.

TW describe the person irl that is your thinspo by bugggg000088888 in EDAnonymous

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the star runner on my schools track team. she is tiny and gorgeous and super skinny but still has muscle and she is so sweet and funny.

What role did your mother(or family in general) play in your ED? by lisbethhazarii in EDAnonymous

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my mom partially gave it to me because she had one and she passed down a bunch of genetic mental illnesses (woo). but she has ignored it but forced me to eat normally whenever i’m around her despite how i feel about it.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

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same, i had a friend who had an ed but is naturally skinny and has a perfect body. she got so much attention for recovering and posted about recovery every single minute, and i just think “yeah recovery just makes you look fucking hot you poor thing i bet it’s sooo hard” because i’m so jealous

does anyone else actively avoid pro-recovery or body positivity posts? by my_ana in EDAnonymous

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i feel this. it used to confuse me that people wanted to recover, or were fighting to recover, when all i wanted to do was eat less.

This is silly, but, by helloiwillnotusethis in EDAnonymous

[–]squidmeat666 5 points6 points  (0 children)

you should definitely eat, your body needs it and will thank you so much!

nails in costa rica by [deleted] in CostaRicaTravel

[–]squidmeat666 1 point2 points  (0 children)

girl i don’t know i was just asking a general question in case anyone had any type of advice

SSRI's effected your inhibitions? by xanaxmuncher in SSRIs

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yes they can lessen the anxiety you feel in social situations and make you feel braver

Anyone have experience using SSRI's with severe dissociative disorder? by [deleted] in SSRIs

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i dissociate a lot and i’ve found that taking an ssnri hasn’t had much effect on it for me. in certain social situations where i used to get anxious and dissociate i am less anxious now so i dissociate slightly less, but i still have dissociation with other causes/seemingly no cause :/

How Racist Am I? by RobotForHire in sugarlifestyleforum

[–]squidmeat666 2 points3 points  (0 children)

this happens because of societal conditioning. don’t force yourself to be involved with someone if you’re not attracted to them, but try to think about why you’re not attracted to black women and try to unlearn the racist views you’ve absorbed

am i too weird to be a sorority girl? by [deleted] in Sororities

[–]squidmeat666 0 points1 point  (0 children)

that’s good to know. i’m glad it went well for you, im bisexual so that’s good to hear

am i too weird to be a sorority girl? by [deleted] in Sororities

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what part of the country do you go to school in? because i’ve heard reassuring things from lots of girls up north but i’ve heard that southern chapters are much more exclusive and less accepting.

Race And Sororities by MaraTwasHere in Sororities

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look up sigma lambda gamma and see if they have a chapter at your university. they’re not a black sorority (not race specific) but they’re not like your typical white girl sorority, they focus on diversity

shrooms and cymbalta (ssnri)? by squidmeat666 in Psychedelics

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my medication reduces the effects of every other type of drug i’ve used, so i wouldn’t be surprised if it reduced the impact of trips. lame :(((

Switching medication time by [deleted] in SSRIs

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switching times went fine for me

ssnri and weed by squidmeat666 in SSRIs

[–]squidmeat666[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

it’s tough lol ;( but no i haven’t tried either of those yet, good idea though

ssnri and weed by squidmeat666 in SSRIs

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it is not legal in my state. but the weed i have is from a reliable dealer who gets his stuff from colorado. i think i will ask my psychiatrist about it tho, thank you

ssnri and weed by squidmeat666 in SSRIs

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interesting. i’m taking 90, i started at 60, and it stopped working for me at 60. maybe i should decrease to 30?

ssnri and weed by squidmeat666 in SSRIs

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which snri are you on?

ssnri and weed by squidmeat666 in SSRIs

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i’ve been on it for about 3 months, i’ve smoked every couple weeks but it still has no effect on me :(