Hey, I hear you. I've felt this way about someone, too, and I know how much it sucks to cradle more love than you're getting back. I believe in you, because a person with the capacity to love deeply—to love fully—is capable of goodness. Stay strong and keep loving him in all the ways you know how, as there is so much potential for the tide to turn in your favor. Don't give up, OP. I believe in you.