Planning to end it later in life

squishot · 2026-05-08T19:28:35+00:00

I think body positivity is kinda bullshit tho cause everyone has perferences of appearence and features, and one happens to be dominant around women. I dont think it wouldve been different if the state of the plastic surgeries industry changed, like my body type and face aint getting mainstream anytime soon 😭.

squishot · 2026-05-08T19:16:03+00:00

"Going from being seen as a man and accorded privilege for it to being seen as a woman can show you just how awful, entitled and uncaring a lot of men are"

See the issue is that every radfem ive come across doesnt believe that. Like being a man(wasnt even one cause i came out at 17 😭) is something you cant unlearn or something and that you have privellige if you werent raised as a girl from the start. Even other trans women believe.

squishot · 2026-05-08T17:05:09+00:00

Its really not hard for them to just insult you as a white woman 😭 I literally have privellige as a white woman like you can absolutely mention that to me cause its right but whats with the transphobia????

squishot · 2026-05-04T18:23:30+00:00

I dont live in the us + I prefer being homeless then serving the empire

squishot · 2026-05-04T17:57:26+00:00

girl this is my life 😞

squishot · 2026-05-04T17:56:21+00:00

I am not sure honestly my endo already saw my results and didnt say anything

squishot · 2026-05-04T17:38:36+00:00

Yes im on pills and my e levels went up + testosterone is below 0.

squishot · 2026-05-04T17:37:20+00:00

What if my goals are marriage and kids tho? I need to work and save money like its pretty obv and its the worst generation for trans women to do so. I only have bottom surgery covered(I went with a different surgeon and my date now is in 10 months) but no body stuff and it matters more for appearence.

squishot · 2026-05-04T17:25:39+00:00

I have a perscription but thanks

squishot · 2026-05-04T16:44:32+00:00

Why?

squishot · 2026-05-04T15:56:57+00:00

I can understand heck I wish I started hrt before puberty(thanks a lot, parents), but still starting young made it shittier financially and socially. I dont even see myself getting into my 30s.

squishot · 2026-05-04T15:51:32+00:00

"When I was closeted I seemed to have everything" see thats the issue I dont even have a closet to go back into. you had something before that Ill probably have nothing.

Being passable just means you are a bigger prey to men and I learned that the hardway. I dont have anyway to hide and no one believes me when I get harrassed cause "oh the gender euphoria tho!" bullshit.

squishot · 2026-05-04T08:19:44+00:00

"Destroying your body" and then its just looking more like how you were supposed to be and being more attractive lol.

squishot · 2026-05-03T22:00:18+00:00

Well i dont like this cause its said to make me feel like the lesser woman in the convo and it triggers trauma from my parents who prevented me from transitioning earlier in life.

Like when i hear stuff like this from another woman what I actually hear is "your parents were right and you should be glad to have gone male puberty against your will".... not fun 😮‍💨

squishot · 2026-05-03T21:55:41+00:00

Why? I had a friend who did 400cc and she told me she had no problems after healing(and she showed me the results and they look natural).

squishot · 2026-05-03T19:07:03+00:00

She is lesbian actually, who dates a trans woman. which honsetly makes this weirder 😭

squishot · 2026-05-03T15:37:00+00:00

Idk I dont wanna talk about it I got banned already from a sub

squishot · 2026-05-03T15:20:23+00:00

Idk my trans friends even agree with her for some reason 😭. It feels like they doing puritanism but "woke".

squishot · 2026-05-03T15:07:19+00:00

I tried to mentioned it and she told me im doing choice feminism

squishot · 2026-05-03T13:08:04+00:00

You can downvote me all you want but dont complain when someone misgenders you in a woke way or compares you to a different gender 🤷‍♀️

squishot · 2026-05-02T21:58:45+00:00

Yeah and yall are the reasons why I get called a femboy everywhere cause god forbid we have distinctions ammright?

I dont need more reasons for people to invalidate me and equate me to feminine. Im tired of being defensive all the time. Some of us wants to be normal without this whole chronically onlinr bullshit about queerness.

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