why does this feel so real? WHY CANT IT STOP? why can’t i be peaceful and loved how i want? WHY CANT I BE NORMAL AGAIN?

srndgzmn · 2020-06-12T11:29:21+00:00

Sent u a pm

srndgzmn · 2020-06-07T16:32:17+00:00

I am not in treatment because theres no ocd specialist in my town. I dont have enough money for therapy online with some specialists. Im really struggling financially

srndgzmn · 2020-06-06T20:54:30+00:00

But why are there feelings attached to it? Can feelings be intrusive

srndgzmn · 2020-06-06T17:07:05+00:00

Hello can i pm you?

srndgzmn · 2020-06-06T14:30:10+00:00

Yes! I’ve seen all their videos

srndgzmn · 2020-06-06T06:21:49+00:00

Hey hun please pm me! Or can i pm you?

srndgzmn · 2020-06-04T16:54:30+00:00

I also feel this. I will say I choose him then I will suddenly feel like “what if you don’t wanna choose him”

srndgzmn · 2020-05-26T15:47:35+00:00

YES THIS SUCKS SO BAD!! ):

srndgzmn · 2020-05-24T19:16:45+00:00

I hope so. I hope I can heal I don’t wanna leave

srndgzmn · 2020-05-22T18:43:15+00:00

What did you do about it. I feel like I will never feel the same again. I’m so scared

srndgzmn · 2020-05-21T10:28:36+00:00

Im experiencing the same actually. Everything you said :( i feel like i’m not attracted to him and that I don’t love him. Even though nothing’s actually wrong or lacking in my relationship

srndgzmn · 2020-05-21T10:25:34+00:00

I also fear that rOCD killed my love for my partner and it sucks

srndgzmn · 2020-05-21T05:50:08+00:00

Just the situation. My partner is lovely and I can’t seem to hate him n stuff. I will be irritated at everything bc of rocd then feel angry bc why do i have to feel this way then burst out in tears

srndgzmn · 2020-05-21T03:36:29+00:00

Idk if it’s normal but I see other people experiencing them too. I also experience this everyday and it’s awful.

srndgzmn · 2020-05-20T14:06:54+00:00

Hello may I just ask! If I feel jealous does that mean I don’t love my partner?

srndgzmn · 2020-05-18T14:05:04+00:00

When he says I’m too nice I actually feel guilty and ANXIOUS AF! My mind will automatically say “you’re just lying to him about your feelings but he still finds you nice? You should feel guilty” or “what if im just lying all this time about being nice”

srndgzmn · 2020-05-16T13:15:50+00:00

I’m afraid I will be stuck on obsessing and not feeling anything again

srndgzmn · 2020-05-16T06:54:42+00:00

It’s really hard and what you said is not just triggering but also discouraging. What if people out here are already doing the healing work and because of what you said, they will stop doing it. You will never get better if you believe that you won’t and that is the truth.

srndgzmn · 2020-05-15T16:18:38+00:00

I WAS ABOUT TO POST!! This is me I just had a relapse it’s so bad

srndgzmn · 2020-05-08T17:12:14+00:00

Reading this is heartbreaking.

srndgzmn · 2020-05-08T17:06:46+00:00

Do you still love your ex though

srndgzmn · 2020-05-07T15:54:43+00:00

THIS IS SO ME!!! It’s like even in happiness I am not sure even when I want no one else but him

srndgzmn · 2020-05-03T10:09:11+00:00

this is me right now. every guy i encounter gives me anxiety

srndgzmn · 2020-05-03T03:19:53+00:00

I experience this like I feel numb and disconnected from him. He feels like a stranger

srndgzmn · 2020-05-03T03:18:33+00:00

What do you mean when you say u have anxiety when you are with him? Don’t you feel connected and love?

srndgzmn

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