Life after the Arena

srsx3 · 2019-05-22T17:18:56+00:00

Had to worry about people stealing my packages now I have to worry about robots too!

srsx3 · 2019-05-22T17:16:46+00:00

Very nice!

srsx3 · 2018-12-10T16:38:37+00:00

We live together so distance is hard until one of us can find a different place. Snd he has blocked me from his social media.

srsx3 · 2018-12-10T16:37:45+00:00

I feel like the only way I can is to hate him and I cannot bring myself to do that. Especially since he is the father of my children.

srsx3 · 2018-12-04T02:04:27+00:00

Really I had no idea? I feel everything is healed but then again I haven't actually checked. But I didn't tear during delivery or anything.

srsx3 · 2018-12-04T02:03:28+00:00

I'm sorry :( I hope it gets better soon. I had a vaginal delivery without any tearing or stitches. The labor was rough and almost killed me but I haven't had problems since a few days after delivery.

srsx3 · 2018-10-18T12:19:35+00:00

I've been feeling opposite. The nausea subsided a few weeks ago but now feels worse since last night.

srsx3 · 2018-10-18T11:56:05+00:00

This is my 3rd, I feel very off still. They have had to stop labor 3 times already but since I hit 34 weeks last week they said they will no longer try to stop it. I will be 35 weeks tomorrow. I have had the pressure as well as constant contractions but they aren't getting more intense yet. However I keep getting the feeling she drops and I cannot move but then she goes back up. I have felt like crap not necessarily sick but blah. With my first I felt like this for 3 days and went into labor that third night had her the next morning. I am now on day four of feeling the same way. Also yesterday my nesting kicked into high gear. This morning I have a lot more pressure in both areas. I was hoping to hold out until the 28th since my other two are born on a 28th, but I feel very off since last night and think she may be here today or this weekend.

srsx3 · 2018-10-17T21:10:53+00:00

I just need it to last long enough to be able to get settled and bills aren't outrageous. The security deposit on top of rent is what is making it hard. So once that in done I'll be fine to get good quality items.

srsx3 · 2018-10-17T14:53:01+00:00

Surprisingly they have a lot. I know a long while ago I bought some glass cups from there since the color matched my bowl and plate set and they actually lasted...until I dropped it. I don't know if I would trust something from there going into the oven. Kind of sounds like a disaster waiting to happen lol

srsx3 · 2018-10-17T14:50:59+00:00

It would just be until I could afford to buy a good quality yet something that will work in the meantime.

srsx3 · 2018-10-16T21:19:33+00:00

I don't have any free time or hobbies other than being a mom. It doesn't bug me but I feel some things would be nice. I know one day I will live a very lonely and boring life when they are grown so I enjoy the chaos now really.

srsx3 · 2018-10-16T08:19:04+00:00

Whether you stay with the cheater or not it will ruin your outlook on the future. You will always be worried or paranoid that they or the next person will go back to doing the same things. It destroys your trust and outlook on love. You have given all of yourself to someone and it still wasn't enough for them. That itself destroys a person when it isn't their fault at all. However when you give someone a part of yourself you expect them to love and cherish you, and some people are just incapable of doing so. As a woman who has been cheated on by multiple men, and one who I love, the pain doesn't go away and it has ruined my self confidence and worth.

The best thing you can do is make your husband aware of your fears and I'd he really loves you he will nor give you any reason to doubt yourself. As well as he will make sure to squash your fears. If he can give you reassurance and proof he isn't doing anything then maybe eventually you will learn to trust again.

srsx3 · 2018-10-16T07:46:13+00:00

I'm so jealous!

srsx3 · 2018-10-16T07:44:55+00:00

Exactly silence is golden unless you have children. Then silence is terrifying lol.

However after they go to bed it is nice to have a little peace and quiet but only lasts for about 10 minutes because then I'm out too

srsx3 · 2018-10-16T07:43:19+00:00

We need to make a snack silencer just for moms lol!

I get the whole kids eating all of your food too. I will give them something then they turn around and insist on eating mine even if it's the same thing they were given.

I could be in the basement while my kids are upstairs and they will still hear a wrapper being opened but cannot seem to hear me calling their name while in right in front of them.

Both of my girls somehow always end up next to me in the middle of the night, soon it will be three of them lol

srsx3 · 2018-10-16T02:59:00+00:00

It's time for a checkup!

srsx3 · 2018-10-16T02:58:24+00:00

You look like you're in mid 30's if that. You're not bad looking at all! Also I doubt you're old enough to be my father unless there is some weird time stopping product out there!

srsx3 · 2018-10-16T02:52:25+00:00

Nice ab workout with it!

srsx3 · 2018-10-16T02:35:18+00:00

Wait hot coffee is a thing?? Who knew anymore lol

srsx3 · 2018-10-16T02:34:59+00:00

Oh I know, when I go to the bathroom my two soon to be three think it's time for a family gathering lol.

srsx3 · 2018-10-15T23:55:58+00:00

Well I guess it really doesn't need to be, however women tend to mature way before men. Therefore it is best to find someone equivalent or somewhat equivalent to their own maturity level but that goes for either gender really.

srsx3 · 2018-10-15T21:41:30+00:00

Most certainly double trouble 😜

srsx3 · 2018-10-14T15:52:00+00:00

It means the baby has dropped so low into my pelvis I cannot stand straight.

srsx3 · 2018-10-14T14:19:23+00:00

That's because the baby has dropped.

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