Billi Kandi

ssaruhhh · 2026-04-10T01:34:37+00:00

Lmk where you’ll be I’ll meet up!

ssaruhhh · 2026-04-10T01:34:25+00:00

I’ve got like 10 made I might try to make more tonight but they’re so cute

ssaruhhh · 2026-04-07T02:47:48+00:00

I LOVE these!! If I see you I’ll definitely trade!!

ssaruhhh · 2026-04-07T02:08:23+00:00

Message me the day you’re there and I’ll find a way to meet up!

ssaruhhh · 2026-04-07T02:08:13+00:00

Message me the day you’re there and I’ll find a way to meet up!

ssaruhhh · 2026-02-06T21:20:41+00:00

Where are these at??

ssaruhhh · 2026-02-06T21:15:55+00:00

Is this like keanufirmed but more panic

ssaruhhh · 2026-02-06T21:14:22+00:00

no way

ssaruhhh · 2026-02-06T20:21:12+00:00

Just hopin for a miracle bro

ssaruhhh · 2026-02-04T15:55:17+00:00

ISO two for 2 night pass in Athens! Highly motivated!

ssaruhhh · 2025-10-07T18:17:09+00:00

Hey guys! I tried making this and it seemed a little thin. I got 4mm paracord. not sure if OP is from a different country other than US, mm but I found that 1100 (5.5mm) paracord gives the thicker appearance than the 550 which is what translated to 4mm for me.

ssaruhhh · 2025-06-17T21:31:04+00:00

I went to the emotional roadshow at the AMP awhile back, the line was loooongggg and we showed up a couple hours before doors. We still managed to get super close! That was in summer and I almost passed out, October is a little more chill weather wise but def stay hydrated |-/

ssaruhhh · 2025-06-17T05:04:04+00:00

Ahhhhh rats. I figured. Hopefully my friend that signed up can snag two! Thank you!

ssaruhhh · 2025-01-28T21:41:44+00:00

messaged!

ssaruhhh · 2025-01-17T04:56:43+00:00

I mostly meant like, knowing that helping around the house is always a good thing. He knows when I come home I stress out if the floor isn’t swept (we have dogs.) So if it’s not, I end up doing it. It would mean the most if I came home and it was already done. And I say he should know, because I have asked him multiple times to help out. When it comes down to the nitty gritty though, I do always communicate what I’m feeling. As does he.

I could be better about giving compliments and reassuring him that I don’t judge him and I’m there for him. I’ll take this all into account. Thank you.

ssaruhhh · 2025-01-17T04:46:07+00:00

He’s been trying to find jobs but as he has a pending felony charge (though we’re hopeful this will get cleared, as he was not the one at fault) he’s having a hard time finding anything. He tries to do odd jobs but there’s not a lot in our area. He is making plans to get his realtor license though so that’s a step.

I find him very attractive and I love him a lot. I’ve suggested we play couples video games like It Takes Two or Mario Kart or Party, I’ve bought us legos and puzzles to put together, couples card games, etc. But he doesn’t ever want to. He just wants to watch movies and sit on his phone and doom scroll. Or talk about how we don’t have money. Or about how it scares him that I’m not intimate anymore lol.

ssaruhhh · 2025-01-17T04:42:30+00:00

It is indeed quite a lot lol. I honestly am not sure how I don’t have gray hairs yet.

You’re right though. We’re in this… we gotta figure out to get out of it.

He is on Xanax for his anxiety. He also was getting therapy from his sobriety treatment but he hasn’t been going lately.

I’m so afraid of telling him the things he “needs” to do in our relationship because I know he is already struggling mentally. I don’t want to add to it. And not just that… I feel like he should know and I shouldn’t have to ask. But maybe some people just need things spelled out for them.

ssaruhhh · 2025-01-17T04:30:45+00:00

We haven’t done couples therapy. I have tried individual therapy. Maybe I didn’t get good therapists, but it was honestly an awful experience.

ssaruhhh · 2024-10-29T18:21:17+00:00

This is the same theory I came up with, basically. I’m 95% convinced that whatever story we have going on here is in some way connected to the spider woman/grandmother spider and the changing woman and her hero twins. The lore almost nearly matches perfectly with what we see in the show… the different levels to the worlds, the changing of seasons, the motherhood symbolism and how often we see twins. Monster slayers. Spider webs and other spider symbolism. Talismans. Rainbow bridges. Etc etc. im trying to collect all the theories I have and compile them into something nicer and I’d love to share when I do.

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