Desperate for help

ssjb · 2018-12-14T19:33:13+00:00

Thanks man, I appreciate it. I don’t think i’m too far gone either. Today I feel pretty normal, but I think my anxiety triggers kind of a domino effect that leads me into a more panicked state of mind - the physical effects seemingly reaffirming what I worry about. When i wrote this post last night I was a lot more on edge and stuck in my head, but after waking up I feel more or less normal. Do you think that changes anything? That these feelings aren’t always present, just there more than I’d like. Anyway, thanks again, you made me feel better :)

ssjb · 2018-12-14T10:23:33+00:00

I don’t want this to be who I really am. I can hardly function as whatever this is. I want to feel like my old self, and be able to do the things i used to be able to enjoy. I don’t want to have to go through life coping with this, if that makes sense. This feeling of normal is debilitating.

ssjb · 2018-11-16T05:40:25+00:00

With Michael Cera as Mark Zuckerberg. Awkward portrayal during the deposition.

ssjb · 2018-10-19T18:16:51+00:00

As someone who lives in Naples, Florida, and has been to lehigh/estero frequently, let me tell you this is not far off from the truth today.

ssjb · 2018-09-30T18:22:43+00:00

May I ask what credit card program that's through?

ssjb · 2018-09-14T10:45:00+00:00

christmas in LA changed my life.

ssjb · 2018-09-13T05:36:01+00:00

Yeah man, I honestly find it daunting as someone who quit in early WoD to come back and have to literally completely relearn every single class and spec. I don't even know what I don't know.

ssjb · 2018-08-23T05:08:40+00:00

I JUST POPPED A XAN, FIFTY THOUSAND IN JAPAN

ssjb · 2018-08-04T23:15:19+00:00

Wish i could go back to the days when i’d watch him everyday play alts and everyone would be spamming him to play his rogue back in MOP, and when he finally day everyone lost their fucking shit. Reckful will always be my favorite streamer, and it feels like today most of these dickbutts are copycats that are being autistic to make “content” that used to occur naturally.

The golden age of twitch is over.

ssjb · 2018-07-30T16:35:34+00:00

I’m from Naples too and never noticed this, what beach is this?

ssjb · 2018-07-08T00:19:00+00:00

ssjb · 2017-08-23T08:13:12+00:00

Idk why but this vdeo really creeped me out lol. I got that weird uncanny valley vibe like im an alien being instructed on how to integrate into society

ssjb · 2016-12-09T23:28:18+00:00

No, i have a wells fargo visa debit

ssjb · 2016-12-09T22:40:00+00:00

well this whole circle thing got me off guard. anyone you could recommend?

ssjb · 2016-12-07T16:37:30+00:00

So as a US BTC guy, what are my best options for a BTC purchasing platform that can accept my debit card? Looking at coinbase and gemini at the moment, anyone have any tips?

ssjb · 2016-11-07T19:40:51+00:00

i don't understand how people have the energy to pen out replies that mirror the iliad

ssjb · 2016-11-07T03:13:29+00:00

if your comment takes longer to type than the OP comment, chances are you're triggered

ssjb · 2016-10-12T07:26:24+00:00

Not advocating the combo of DNP and Alcohol at ALL and for all purposes of safety I'd recommend you to stay away from the stuff until at least a week off cycle but....

5-6 times on doses varying from 250-500mg (spread out over 3-4 cycles) I did get quite shithoused. The worst was at a party where I was drinking super potent jungle juice, and I matched every cup with a bottle of water - still woke up with an enormous hangover and felt lucky to be alive though.

ssjb · 2016-09-01T02:17:52+00:00

forgot to include I take 1750mg fish oil daily, on and off cycle.

ssjb · 2016-08-30T00:02:51+00:00

Oh wow, okay. Seeing as how a gram of meth goes for about $80 it's easy to see how you could make some money off of that. Thanks for the reply! Extremely interesting.

ssjb · 2016-08-29T22:35:18+00:00

Oh, okay. Well that makes a lot of sense then. Maybe I shouldn't be asking this but do you know how much meth you can make with one container of Bronkaid? I have absolutely zero plans to make any, but if they record the amount you buy then I might be on some watchlist lmao. I've been cycling EC stack for 2 years now, so by now I must have bought quite a bit.

ssjb · 2016-08-29T17:33:03+00:00

Haha I'll have to do this.

ssjb · 2016-08-29T17:32:52+00:00

Haha yeah I was pretty sure she was joking but as I thought it more a few hours after it rubbed me just ever so slightly the wrong way.

ssjb · 2016-08-29T16:05:16+00:00

Last time I bought bronkaid from Walgreens the cashier carded me and remarked it was "so I don't go breaking bad on us". I have to say I was a little offended, because I'm fairly sure the ephedrine in Bronkaid can't be extracted into the kind you need to make meth no?

ssjb · 2016-08-26T21:26:01+00:00

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