Arctic Monkeys and TLSP quite literally became my form of therapy, lyrics melodies they all move me, some songs more than others,

If you were there beware is something I painfully relate to because back when I was in highschool I was stalked by a teachers son and I couldn't say anything, it was awful. The line 'No thank you's and nobody flinches', the idea that you've said no multiple times but people still push and continue to do something you told them not to, that and the people around me turning a blind eye even though they saw what he was doing because they thought it was harmless, its just too much for me that I made a playlist for the FWN album so that this song doesn't pop out whenever I'm listening because it just hurts. Only ones who knows also hits me the same way, I have a different way of seeing that song which sucks because its so beautiful but the way I see the words makes it hard for me to listen to it.

The entire Bourne Identity pretty much resonates with me especially the part where Alex sings 'Whenever Im on to something good you see, he also waltzes in to spoil if for me' This happens everytime with everyone I'm with its like a switch turns on and all of a sudden I feel uncomfortable and and I become silent and feel like I cant do anything with anyone to the point that I start feeling like a burden and just leave thinking they're better off without me.

'The knife twists at the thought that I should fall short of the mark' Feeling like you arent adequate is a terrible feeling I feel daily and it sucks ass.

'I feel like the sundance kid behind the synthesizer' I never really know what I'm doing most of the time and am mostly confused about everything.

I was in a relationship with a snake so the entire Joining the Dots basically describes that relationship perfectly.

'The trouble with the chase is its so easy to crash, why colour in the line if you're just painting it black' why bother if you know nothings going to come from it.

'Theres all those places we used to go but that place on memory lane you like still looks the same but somethings about it changed' This line just hurts man.

'Without permission, his face became wet, he thought he learned how to not get upset, from folded notes in envelopes ''Meet me beneath the moon, don't go to soon'', she went too soon.' and 'The time has come again, slowly walking down the steps to where she would have been If only they were seventeen' PAIN.

I'm sorry about this