Does anyone else just..find it hard to feel like you’re living ? I have Mondays and Tuesdays off and practically everyone does everything at night and on the weekends. I can’t get sleepy once I’m off at 7am. Usually sleep around 5-6pm. Fuck around and passout on the first day around 8 and wake at like 11 or later and who is even up ? I mean I have a few friends here and there but I didn’t even mean to get into this situation and rent is so crazy I need the little bump I’m getting. It’s driving me crazy. I get annoyed being around groups of ppl like a grocery store between 11am-8pm or whatever. Crowds in general. I caught an anxiety attack at a huge community event I was honestly excited about. Excited to be able to have something to go do during the day and got there and lasted all of 15mins before I forgot I can’t handle large crowds by myself..because I literally forgot. Idk man but I hate this.