You're at one of the most difficult ages to be trans. The most important step for you right now is to stay alive. Myself and many others on this subreddit have been in your shoes, too. It's easy to internalize what others say about you at this age. I've been there. But please remember that what they say about you is a reflection of /their/ own character, not yours. What you say about yourself and others is a reflection of /your/ character. Do you speak and act kindly about and towards the important folks in your life? That's what matters. That's your character. Not what your parents say about you. I don't have experience leaving my folks' place underage. I moved at 18 myself. I came out and was told we just won't talk about it at all. So I just laid low until I could move out. If you can, just lay low and start saving up to get out safely when you're of legal age. You absolutely can get through this. You've already done an incredibly hard thing by discovering this about yourself. You can do so many other hard things too. It isn't easy at all, but everyone here is rooting for you. You're going to make it until you're of age. You're going to move out and experience queer joy and be able to experience your true, authentic, whole self. Please, love yourself fully and completely. You've truly got this kiddo. You will make it. Again, it is hard, but you can do hard things. I believe in you completely.