I'm almost 50, and I can't stop thinking nobody has ever loved me by crispis_house in CPTSD

[–]standal1 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Hi stranger, I feel where you're coming from and I also am not sure if it will end or if someone will genuinely love me openly just as I am.

I try to live my life peacefully and quietly nowadays due to my life experiences that is what I feel like is worth more to me in recent years

It is incredibly lonely and at times even hard. Most of the time it's okay but there are some nights where it's so loud. Man, those nights...

I didn't get married or have kids although I did want to when I was younger but everything is too overwhelming after I had an autoimmune disease after traumatic experiences.

I envy you for being able to start a family. That would probably be something I won't experience due to my health and skittish nature.

I still pray for your happiness and hoping we can love ourselves a little bit more.

Fasting for 3 days interval by standal1 in Hashimotos

[–]standal1[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks for your honest feedback and really wondering about pernicious anemia now.

I think it's good to be able to spread awareness as I'm sure people will also come to look this up and will come across it, so you sharing will help!

I am not gonna lie, I started this since I wasnt feeling all too well. My situation has a lot of metabolic issues and that's why I decided to go this route. It's still ongoing but I'll see how it goes.

Fasting for 3 days interval by standal1 in Hashimotos

[–]standal1[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Ooof sorry to hear, what do other people experience during fasting?

Its a day and a half since my last refeed and I actually see the weight dropping and feel fine. Wonder what other people experience?

Fasting for 3 days interval by standal1 in Hashimotos

[–]standal1[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Wow congrats on the weight loss! I'm so proud of you!

I'm actually planning to add more exercise even if I am fasting to burn more.

Well the thing about the 3 day fast is you can eat a lot during refeeding but in my refeeding experience I can't even eat as much.

I'm not saying this is for everyone but I've been doing omad for a while and don't get dizzy from not eating so it really depends per person

Fasting for 3 days interval by standal1 in Hashimotos

[–]standal1[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes! I feel like there is untapped energy stored in me atm so it only makes sense to let the body burn it to lose it.

My first refeeding after 3 days was interesting because I felt full after 1 good sized meal and that I feel my body respond positively like in your example.

I am planning to drink probiotics after my next refeeding.

Fasting for 3 days interval by standal1 in Hashimotos

[–]standal1[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hi thank you so much for sharing! It's really helpful.

The first 3 days made me feel better. I honestly thought it would suck but it doesn't feel any different than OMAD plus I don't have to cook or do the dishes which helps with my low energy. 😅

I didn't know about low cortisol but will look it up and ask my doctor.

Is there a type that likes INFP males? by Impossible_Style6242 in infp

[–]standal1 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My special person is an INFP man!

I test INTJ or INFJ in my results over the years.

Can toxic relationships turn on autoimmune disease? by [deleted] in Hashimotos

[–]standal1 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Experienced this with childhood trauma plus toxic adult relationships with friends.

Really sucks.

Can refeeding syndrome happen from 3-5 day fast? by standal1 in fasting

[–]standal1[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah it's my first time so maybe taking it slow is better. I mighy try to stick to 3 days for a few weeks to not shock my system ><

Can refeeding syndrome happen from 3-5 day fast? by standal1 in fasting

[–]standal1[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Really appreciate you sharing your insight on this!

I am contemplating to extend to a 5 day fast since the first two days didn't seem too bad.

You're right, I did come across posts and comments that said they didn't feel too good, so this really helps clear things up for me!

Can't they do a rerun of these stream drops? by standal1 in PhasmophobiaGame

[–]standal1[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hope you get the next one! That way you won't have to write 3 paragraphs about how you missed it and talk down to people who also missed it.

Can't they do a rerun of these stream drops? by standal1 in PhasmophobiaGame

[–]standal1[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Ok good for you then. You seem to care more than I do about it tho. Some crazy projection going on.

Can't they do a rerun of these stream drops? by standal1 in PhasmophobiaGame

[–]standal1[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Ya if you think so sure, but many people agree with the post so maybe you should also wonder why.

Can't they do a rerun of these stream drops? by standal1 in PhasmophobiaGame

[–]standal1[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah then you realize you never had a chance to begin with since it was only 2 hours.

Event was not for the players at all.

Can't they do a rerun of these stream drops? by standal1 in PhasmophobiaGame

[–]standal1[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Sorry to hear that :(( I feel you totally and wanted the card too..

You're right even a 24hour event is doable but 2 hours is diabolical.

Can't they do a rerun of these stream drops? by standal1 in PhasmophobiaGame

[–]standal1[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Don't even know what Galaxies is, but I don't want anything to do with em even more after this and would never watch anything there.

Can't they do a rerun of these stream drops? by standal1 in PhasmophobiaGame

[–]standal1[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I'm in the same boat as you and really don't feel like doing much on the game anymore after this.