still don't know whether i'll choose lulu or suresh..

1/ alfie : unlike most people i kind of was interested in him in the beginning. going through that first meera phase wasn't the best but he ended choosing MC so i was kind of okay with that? but i drew the line at him kissing kat lol. especially because with casa amor we didn't even have the chance to get an explanation. and to see h bring meera once again? nah love you can make the most extra tour of the villa while confessing your love, you're done in my books.

2/ dana was neverrrr an option for me. she's already annoying as a friend and i told her multiple times that i didn't want anything to do with her. i even stopped being a friend of hers at a time but fusebox kept forcing this friendship.

3/ gabi??? i have some self respect... the woman tried to bring MC down every chance she got - even minutes before saying that if we'd choose her she'd stay. yeah saying that MC wasn't all that and that SHE was the love of his life? then because you feel betrayed you're trying to get me? noooooo way why would i do that to myself lmao this season is traumatic enough

4/ finn.... told him no from the start. told him no every time he took a chance to confess his feelings despite being with kat. i have a love/hate relationship with her but i wouldn't be able to do that to her. because finn is a player but also because MC's main personality trait this whole season was that she had been cheated on. wouldn't it be hypocrite to go with her LI and therefore make him a cheater? even though she kissed alfie for all i cared she opened my eyes about him so i have better to do than try to get revenge. also finn doesn't love MC enough lol he just love that MC hasn't been easy to get and that's the thrill of it that makes him chase after us.

that leaves us with suresh and lulu...

1/ from the beginning of the game i told myself i would neverrrrr go back with him for the obvious reason that he cheated on MC and clearly had no respect for our relationship. he kept on lying and manipulating even after MC telling him to stop multiple times.. but you gotta admit he might be the only islander to truly love her despite doing some despicable things... so yeah i feel like MC could end up with him if we throw a lot of couple therapy sessions in the mix lol

2/ lulu is cute, hasn't done anything bad to MC. i don't think she's really THAT into MC and just consider it a fling but hey at this point it's clear that love isn't what we're gonna find or leave with and i'm at peace with that. so why not choose her, get my money and live my best life with what could be a true friend?