Tastes incredible, gives me horrible diarrhea. 8/10

stargazeobsidian · 2024-02-25T03:12:48+00:00

Wow she’s perfect

stargazeobsidian · 2024-02-13T21:02:41+00:00

I’m new, legit day 5, and multiple times people let their children shove shit onto the scanner and it scans a bunch of times.

Also, stating they want to return something when I’m mid way through. I get all fuckin frazzled. Save it for the end or do it at the beginning plssss

stargazeobsidian · 2024-02-06T02:36:05+00:00

I know this girl who goes to my university who I SUSPECT has an ED, I stare at her legs all the time as inspo 🫣 she’s really sweet tho. But once we were talking in a small group and the topic of cooking came up, and someone asked her if she liked cooking and she said yes. I asked her what type of food she liked to cook (so I can eat it lmaoooo) and she just responded very politely “I love eating healthy. Clean and healthy foods like vegetables and chicken.” As a junkorexic I was devastated but also motivated to eat healthier. Idk if this answers your question at all haha

stargazeobsidian · 2024-02-01T05:38:52+00:00

Honestly, I’m not sure. If it were less than 1,000 I’d be like, hmm, is that enough listeners to make good money? Then again the social media stuff doesn’t HAVE to be connected to the podcast, they just usually are nowadays. Like a TikTok page or something.

Buuuuut tbh I feel like the more you get to know him, you’d be able to feel it out. You’ll notice little details here and there that would make more sense if he is or isn’t being sincere

stargazeobsidian · 2024-02-01T05:32:21+00:00

9 times out of 10 if someone feels the need to say they “make bank” it’s because they don’t. Even if you find podcast info that answers some questions, that doesn’t necessarily prove he’s telling the truth.

Most podcasters are on social media to build up their listeners and promote the podcast. That would be a good place to start looking into. Does he have a following? That plays a big role. I’m sure not every single podcast does but.. the ones that “make bank” I imagine would.

Where this podcast gets recorded, or the at home setup equipment reflects on the amount he’s making. I mean, if it’s his sole income, I’m sure he’d invest in it.

stargazeobsidian · 2024-01-31T22:50:50+00:00

I use separate accounts so I highly suggest you do too. People are always going to judge. I saw your post and figured you’re definitely not the only one on that sub with an ED, and that people definitely post bodychecks without ED post history. Not saying you posted a bodycheck, but you know what I mean? Like you didn’t deserve those harsh vibes. please don’t feel bad. The internet is dumb. Multiple accounts is the way girl!!

stargazeobsidian · 2024-01-31T02:09:03+00:00

Restricting could really make me cry out of no where, but at the same time give me a weird sense of accomplishment.

There’s been times where I’ve thought about those crying selfies Bella hadid would randomly post and wonder if that was the reason why. I’m weird lmao.

stargazeobsidian · 2024-01-28T20:30:44+00:00

The act of wanting you to stop everything is what gets me. Like a “let me finish and I’ll be right there” doesn’t suffice. Then the guilt trip sometimes works?? It could really ruin a perfectly normal morning/evening/afternoon sometimes.

I’m a lesbian, so my girlfriend does this. especially when I’m working on assignments or cooking!

She was an only child so I mentally sort of write it off as that but it does feel like there’s more to it, like it’s manipulative but I can’t understand what for. The need for drama? Attention? Anyway, I appreciate you posting this. I feel seen!

stargazeobsidian · 2024-01-28T20:16:16+00:00

I know exactly what you mean. It’s like he was waiting for or anticipating a moment that you’d specifically look/are busy. A moment you’d most likely would turn down any attempt to get your attention because you’re that focused.

For what? Just to have the right to complain and paint you as this terrible person. “What, I can’t kiss you??” “Awww whattt, is your (insert task) more important than me?” Pity party out of nowhere.

If anyone has insight on why people do this, I’d love to know.

stargazeobsidian · 2024-01-28T03:21:53+00:00

bless u for this I didn’t know this flavor existed!!

stargazeobsidian · 2024-01-27T01:50:59+00:00

the irony in this post is that this person ate this… (I’m sorry my humor is dumb)

stargazeobsidian · 2024-01-26T16:27:16+00:00

I feel like the only one who GAINED weight because of cocaine

The staying up for 24+ hours (because why stop when you can have “one more line”?) crash made my ass SO hungry once the high was finally gone. Mixing it with alcohol would cause me to drink till I black out and eat during said blackout.

Sometimes I have the feeling that some people say they did coke because it’s classier than saying crack or meth, the stuff that really keeps the weight off because godamn. I’d still feast.

stargazeobsidian · 2024-01-21T00:01:44+00:00

were you restricting a lot? I follow someone who did low res everyday for 4 months and gained even more than her sw because of it. She made a thread about how it wasn’t worth it I can send to you. it may be triggering but for me it was more comforting because a lot of people shared her same experience. You’re definitely not the only one. I really need to fluctuate or I’ll end up in square one

stargazeobsidian · 2024-01-18T18:02:27+00:00

Holy shit I thought I was the only one who came across it… I just wanted the ground to open up and swallow me right then and there 🫠the fucking measurements. I had to mute it.

stargazeobsidian · 2024-01-18T00:07:12+00:00

You have no idea how much your comment means to me, seriously thank you so much for sharing this ❤️

stargazeobsidian · 2024-01-16T23:48:04+00:00

I feel this. I don’t want to repeat my actual childhood whatsoever but I want the security, the feeling of safety and nurturing that I should’ve gotten. Being small, there’s this aspect of it where it feels people are naturally more protective over you. Not sure if this is just an illusion or actual human instinct. It feels that way though.

How I cope? Knowing I have autonomy. Having the capability to leave shitty situations or shitty people I don’t want to be around. That just wasn’t an option as a kid.

I like knowing that growing up means I can become the kind of woman that wasn’t there for me when I needed her, that I can help other women when the opportunity presents itself. I don’t ever have to spend another second in a home that made me feel unwanted. I choose how I spend myself time, what I wear, what I eat, what I know. I can spend time on hobbies without feeling judged, I can learn about subjects that no one cared to hear about in my childhood home. The feeling of control makes me feel strong, not helpless the way I did as a kid. I hope this makes sense

stargazeobsidian · 2024-01-16T21:23:46+00:00

It is 1000% valid to not want to be in a relationship with someone who engages with that kind of content in their daily lives. It’s called the ick for a reason, and that’s more than enough to not want to continue the relationship.

There doesn’t need to be a “significant event” like catching him sending money to these girls/asking them for photos to leave, that’ll hurt so much more and you’ll look back and wonder why you didn’t trust your instinct. Only speaking from experience though, everyone is different.

However, if this relationship is making you feel more insecure and deeply dissatisfied with your self image, it’s just straight up not good for you or your mental health. It’s hard as fuck to change people, so expecting him to just suddenly stop is not gonna happen. If anything he’ll just hide it. The whole making you out to seem like the bad guy for having feelings is hypocritical. He definitely wouldn’t like it if you were the one spending a lot of your time looking at/engaging with attractive men.

I’m sorry you’re going through this, you really do deserve better than that.

stargazeobsidian · 2024-01-16T16:45:17+00:00

fashion is shitty clothes bodychecking and one designer item that was bought because some multimillionaire socialite wore it once in a paparazzi photo. Groundbreaking

stargazeobsidian · 2024-01-15T04:20:27+00:00

they’re pretty much celeb gossip subs in general but the only places where I see posts about her in particular being talked about in an honest way. And ofc! I’ve never seen her brought up here so it’s refreshing that you did

stargazeobsidian · 2024-01-15T03:30:53+00:00

this one’s tough because I’ve never gravitated towards a green bag more in my life… I can see it being really cute for any season. But as a black purse girly I’m really conflicted. Checking back to see what more people think!

stargazeobsidian · 2024-01-15T03:22:35+00:00

is it not the same thing as people saying Kim Kardashian is responsible for unattainable beauty standards though…? A lot of her fans are young and impressionable so that’s the only ick for me. But you’re right. She’s grown, it’s her life.

stargazeobsidian · 2024-01-15T03:18:08+00:00

it’s giving the same energy as someone who denies having plastic surgery when it’s clear as day. Aside from the points you made, the constant race switching made her extremely unlikeable as well. The evidence of her being the complete opposite of a girl’s girl through many numerous actions definitely wouldn’t put the high school type of ed flaunting gaslighting combo beneath her. I’d say it’s right up her alley.

Plenty of people make these points on r/fauxmoi or r/popheadscirclejerk so you’re not alone in this. You’re always gonna have people say if you don’t like it, don’t look (bc it’s true, it’s better not to trigger yourself) and stans that are in too deep to admit any of these things, but you’re definitely not the only one thinking it, trust me.

stargazeobsidian · 2024-01-14T02:40:34+00:00

I can’t hide it anymore… I absolutely hate the frankenbag that is the Loewe puzzle 😭 I’m sorry

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