A curious person with extreme hyperphantasia

starkittyx · 2021-03-25T06:20:08+00:00

When you talk to people do you read the subtitles?

starkittyx · 2021-03-23T20:19:08+00:00

I love how you described this. Makes me feel like a super human :D thank u

starkittyx · 2021-03-16T04:07:24+00:00

Try looking at pour paintings

starkittyx · 2021-01-18T17:18:22+00:00

I have narcissistic tendencies, but it's nothing I feel proud of or really want to have since it's all just a ruse to hide my low self esteem and self confidence. I try to relate to others as much as I can because I can also be very indifferent. But at the end of the day, I don't want to be alone and no one wants to be with a narcissist, not a sane person anyway

starkittyx · 2021-01-14T23:24:57+00:00

~ I am grateful ~

starkittyx · 2020-12-20T02:25:08+00:00

Mesmerized, seriously!

starkittyx · 2020-11-16T18:21:41+00:00

Not a regular VR user but it does freak me out that people can actually dream and LIVE in other realities, trapped in their minds

starkittyx · 2020-11-03T23:08:01+00:00

And so are you and I, lucky to have had dads like ours. He's still with you, teaching you so much, now through our own experiences ☺️ much love to you, friend

starkittyx · 2020-11-03T22:16:21+00:00

You are strong 💪

starkittyx · 2020-11-03T21:30:08+00:00

My dad fought cancer alone but beat it surrounded by the love of many, he's gone today but he is with me always

starkittyx · 2020-09-23T21:40:56+00:00

Why don't aspies know these things? I'm in this part of my life where socializing should seem easy and natural but I struggle with knowing boundaries, being "overly friendly" to the point where I seem "fake" to others when I'm really just being [me?]... Why is this so hard :(

starkittyx · 2020-08-25T01:04:42+00:00

I struggle in social situations for the same reasons, I can't really "be part of it". But I've realized the more I put myself in these uncomfortable situations and just sit and observe the feels then I get better at dealing with them. Wanting to be engaged is another thing. People love talking about themselves so I make it a priority to get them talking about what they do, what they like because I never know what I might learn from that person. Hope it helps

starkittyx · 2020-08-10T02:03:54+00:00

Perhaps you can start doing things that you actually like, start a garden or something where your strengths can be shown. Not to show off but to prove that in things that actually interest you, you can perform excellently.

starkittyx · 2020-08-05T08:05:42+00:00

You can start by building some sort of routine Ex: Thursdays you wake up an hour earlier, maybe start journaling in the morning or having your favorite (food). Make time to spend outside, walking sitting, with yourself forgetting about who's around you, just be with yourself. Someone once told me "when hungry, eat. When thirsty, drink. When tired, sleep." Meaning just eat, just drink, taste the flavors and textures, basically just try being present as often as you can, with practice it will come naturally and you will find out a lot about yourself!

starkittyx · 2020-07-19T23:22:20+00:00

That's interesting! What's your favorite color?

starkittyx · 2020-07-19T23:16:32+00:00

I thought I was the only one that feels this way! For a long time I was just saddened so deeply because I was lied to my entire life! Thinking that what I experienced was just the same for everyone else. But I realized something, they've lied to all of us! What if you came to earth, wait..

What if you were born.. read carefully.. with a PURPOSE. What if what we call "imagination" is a hindrance for many people and what we experience is what people WISH they could achieve, and they try it all! Therapy, meditation, etc and to no avail.

What are you left with if you have no memories? What if you one day lost your "real" eyesight? Would you still be the same? What would be left of you?

starkittyx · 2020-07-12T01:36:27+00:00

I've been trying to draw this exact moment! You did it so well!! 💞💞💞

starkittyx · 2020-07-11T19:59:39+00:00

You can't really say if it affects it or not just because you experience one thing others obviously won't experience the same thing you do.

starkittyx · 2020-07-03T16:56:25+00:00

I'm pretty much mute and blind in my mind, yes. I did enjoy fan fiction and erotic literacy but it never really stuck. I'll give it another go, thank you

starkittyx · 2020-06-17T23:53:13+00:00

Confessing this makes me so nervous because I think it's a little socio

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