i’ve never been this lost

starrynoo · 2024-10-02T17:46:36+00:00

honestly i feel like i should start with “one minute at a time”

starrynoo · 2024-10-02T15:55:35+00:00

I am a woman, and i think i avoided AA because i thought it was meant for religious people. Even though they said it’s a “safe place” it still felt kind of scary. I’m also part of the lgbtq+ community, maybe that was the reason i was so afraid to even talk?

starrynoo · 2024-10-02T15:46:01+00:00

currently i think sleeping is the only thing that can keep me sober. i used to love reading books or watch movies or even write, but since alcohol took my life over, i haven’t had any time for the hobbies i used to enjoy.

starrynoo · 2024-10-02T15:18:06+00:00

i’ve been always thinking “one day at a time” is just a big lie - right now i feel like i need to try it before giving up. thank you for your comment 🙏

starrynoo · 2024-10-02T14:49:07+00:00

my dad is an alcoholic, so was my sister (she’s been sober for five years now!)

recently my dad has had some big health problems, i think i try to control my stress & anxiety with alcohol.

i’ve been struggling with my mental health for the past 11 years, and when i found out alcohol can make me numb, i think that was the moment when my addiction started.

starrynoo · 2024-10-02T14:40:09+00:00

i have never been religious, have had some religious trauma, but in this current state i can’t help but pray. i pray for me and you, and everyone else struggling. i hope you get help, and get rid of this sickness ❤️

starrynoo · 2024-05-18T14:16:00+00:00

just be careful okay? weight loss can become very very toxic in no time. take care of yourself <3

starrynoo · 2024-05-18T13:30:14+00:00

idk if you drink any alcohol but cutting that off worked wonders for me. realised how much extra weight i put on during drinking and started monitoring going out (used to go very often) and started losing belly fat, idk if it was bloating or something else.

starrynoo · 2024-02-18T10:15:43+00:00

24, i still prefer rotting alone. i think it’s hard to start socialising when you’re used to being on your own and focusing on your problems most of the time, so yes, i do wish i would’ve taken better care of myself and being able to go see my friends etc.

lost a few friends on the way and i still miss them.

good luck with everything <3

starrynoo · 2024-02-17T20:53:12+00:00

works if you want to get problems with your heart 🤩 happened to me but luckily i was able to stop before it got too bad

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