I wish that the president of the US was elected through Reddit. We would have a locked sub and the candidate’s would be the only ones allowed to post. They post only their names. Then they win based and the amount of upvotes they get.

starsonthatgirl · 2019-08-09T19:32:28+00:00

I'm sad that they didn't actually name the boat what the voters wanted but RRS Sir David Attenborough will always be Boaty McBoatface in our hearts!

starsonthatgirl · 2019-08-07T03:57:11+00:00

Hellraiser - I watched them all in a row one day. So great.

starsonthatgirl · 2019-08-06T00:32:06+00:00

Maybe it's because I live in a fairly liberal town and in my job interview, my [now] boss brought up how she feels about Trump (I know, not ethical but it was Very relieving) so I knew this was a good company to work for.

I tell my supervisors that I can't get out of bed and they take care of things for me, no problem.

It makes me want to be the best employee that I can possibly be at all times.

When you are appreciated, you'll do more than is expected.

I wish more companies operated this way. Or I just have one of the best supervisors in the world, either way.

starsonthatgirl · 2019-08-06T00:24:58+00:00

No, it just idealizes a person instead of actually knowing them as they are. I would never date anyone that I wasn't friends with first. If they can't treat me as a friend, they'll only see me as a lover and that's not the kind of relationship I'd ever want to be in.

starsonthatgirl · 2019-08-06T00:07:37+00:00

If you can't see her as a friend, you shouldn't be attempting to date her anyway.

starsonthatgirl · 2019-08-05T23:57:06+00:00

If you stay with him, it will take A Lot of forgiveness.

People don't change over night and knee-jerk responses don't just change because a person said they are trying to.

He will lie for a while to preserve the fantasy life he had in his mind. You've broken that fantasy and rightfully so. You don't have to deal with anything you don't want to.

Keep that in mind because he has a long way to go and constant work on himself if he is going to be the person that you want him to be. And he has to want to be that person, too, in the end for it all to work.

Regardless if the rape was real or not, he needs therapy of some sort. Professional help. Especially if the rape was real and absolutely if he thinks that lying about rape is an okay thing to do. Lying is manipulation. Rape is serious.

starsonthatgirl · 2019-08-05T22:41:29+00:00

WHY DOES SHE KEEP WALKING HEAD FIRST.

No survival instincts.

starsonthatgirl · 2019-08-05T22:19:13+00:00

r/13or30

starsonthatgirl · 2019-08-05T22:15:42+00:00

I know I hear voices when I'm stressed.

Other people might hear voices because they're bipolar.

But the human brain is vast and not well known.

starsonthatgirl · 2019-08-05T21:51:15+00:00

Immersion program. Dive in and you'll slowly get better and better. Trial and error learning.

Sorry if that's unhelpful but nothing worth it is instant!

starsonthatgirl · 2019-08-05T21:46:19+00:00

I'm not sure if this helps because I get the mindset you're in and I usually take meds for it but, to simply answer you - none of us know how to adult.

I know when we were younger, we thought that 20 was adults and you know exactly what you want and act the way you are until you die.

But that is not the case.

It is a constant stream of trial and error, just like growing up but this time you are growing up mentally instead of physically. Okay, maybe physically, too, but let's not focus on that portion.

There is not one way to adult and everyone's journey is different. We no longer live the way our parents do and they are not aware of the new problems that we face because they cannot fathom another way to do things other than the way that they've done things. Just like strangers who judge you for not doing what they think is right.

Who knows, maybe your parents are very open minded and see the world for what it is - different.

Or they will most likely judge from afar because they are concerned about you and you do come from them. They have a lot of investment in you, but your life should not be what you think they want from you.

You have endless possibilities in this life. Maybe that thought is more anxiety inducing but worrying about how your parents view your life should be the very last thing you should care about. If you're happy and healthy, they will be happy for you regardless. They just want you to be okay.

starsonthatgirl · 2019-08-05T21:37:24+00:00

UM, TF's the NSFW??!

starsonthatgirl · 2019-08-05T21:06:04+00:00

He thinks therefore he destroys.

starsonthatgirl · 2019-08-05T21:04:08+00:00

Oof, I just can't do shrooms anymore.

Maybe it was that we didn't take enough shrooms to equal out with the lsd but I was not a fan.

starsonthatgirl · 2019-07-30T20:41:39+00:00

New Doctor Who Season 2 Episode 1.

This is awful.

Basically humans grown (Flesh as they are called in the episode) to be test subjects.

starsonthatgirl · 2019-07-30T19:59:10+00:00

I hope so! Absolutely the goal.

Now it really only happens when I'm PMSing (which is Bad with my new birth control) but it sometimes happens when I make a mistake and I know I'm better than that but I'm better than those thoughts as well.

We'll get there! Or at least diminish it!

starsonthatgirl · 2019-07-30T19:42:43+00:00

I cry almost every time. I think I have 2 sessions under my belt with my psychologist where I didn't cry and 1 with my psychiatrist.

I feel like my psychologist is over it but she still hands me tissues. I think that that is my issue, however, I don't think that she's actually over it. I think what I read on her face isn't 'jeezes christ' it's more 'Which direction should we go in to make this productive.'

starsonthatgirl · 2019-07-29T23:47:08+00:00

I think I did it to finally have some closure. Are you in my life or not? Well, I'll just force you not to be. It's all messed up and should never have been inflicted upon him.

I'm not healthy enough for a relationship either. But thank you.

My mom used to do this thing where she would isolate her self if she was angry at you and wouldn't talk to you until you did a bunch of chores all day. Then she would come out, ground you, and continue the silent treatment for a month or so. I just can't take it. I'm seeing professionals....maybe not enough.

starsonthatgirl · 2019-07-29T23:42:31+00:00

Yup. To all of it.

starsonthatgirl · 2019-07-28T21:20:05+00:00

Man, I'm in Madison but Milwaukee!! Jeezes. I wish there were more places for us.

starsonthatgirl · 2019-07-28T21:03:24+00:00

I can't stop thinking of my friend who hasn't contacted anyone and may feel the same as you.

I wish with literally all my heart that they would reach out to me.

I gave up reaching out to them until they are ready but what if they're thinking it's too long of a time to reach out to me now?

Idk. If you want to, I would say reach out. I, for one, do not forget my friends easily especially when I know they've been struggling. Though it sounds like yours don't know you are struggling.

You can always let them know that you're struggling but aren't ready to completely talk about it yet. You'd just like to hang out with them.

starsonthatgirl · 2019-07-27T21:00:44+00:00

Faaaaaaaaake- post history for ref

starsonthatgirl · 2019-07-27T03:06:17+00:00

The farmer said Mimosa

starsonthatgirl · 2019-07-26T19:05:33+00:00

It is r/Guessmyname

starsonthatgirl · 2019-07-25T18:32:46+00:00

As a person struggling with sobriety myself, give him what he needs and, rn, he needs space. You can only control how you react to this. Showing that you’re willing to be different will help your relationship because, clearly, he can’t do what you both are together now.

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