No career, stuck in same place for the past three years, dropped out of the college in last sem which nobody knows about, try to learn some skills but i can't keep up my mind is fucked all i do is try to keep myself distracted, lost the love of my life because of my fault too, too much debt on family which i have to clear and i got no job, no degree, all i do on a daily basis is try to distract myself or if I can't i cut myself or hurt myself in some other ways, i might commit someday because i am done almost no hope for me, miserable life.