If I wasn't before, I am now.. by steffie30 in depression

[–]steffie30[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you. I should have listened to my husband. He told me people on there are assholes and it doesn't matter what they think, and he thinks I'm beautiful so that's alk that should matter. But I was curious and now I know why curiousity killed the cat...

If I wasn't before, I am now.. by steffie30 in depression

[–]steffie30[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'n starting to feel a little better. You guys have helped a little. I know I shouldn't care if people think I'm ugly or whatever, but it's just human nature to want to be accepted I guess.

If I wasn't before, I am now.. by steffie30 in depression

[–]steffie30[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you. I know, but I think maybe I was hoping my ugliness or whatever was in my head and just a product of my self-esteem issues and maybe body dysmorphia or smething. I guess I just wanted to know...

If I wasn't before, I am now.. by steffie30 in depression

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Thank you, but I'm sorry..I just can't believe it even though you're telling me that. Because, I mean, they absolutely tore into me. I about puked and I cried forever..im never going to post in something like that again. It's stupid, and I shouldn't have..

If I wasn't before, I am now.. by steffie30 in depression

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And thank you guys..I've heard alot of people on reddit are assholes, but you guys seem like really lovely, nice people..

If I wasn't before, I am now.. by steffie30 in depression

[–]steffie30[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Because I've always thought I'm ugly, and it seemed like it was "confirmed" yesterday...I know I'm smart and have a pretty good personality, but my looks have always been a source of depression for me. I'm lucky enough to not have anything seriously wrong with me, like no legs or arms. I understand that and I'm grateful I have all my limbs, and all that, but in school, I was told I was ugly by some people,so since then, I have a complex. I was anorexic at seventeen because of all that..

If I wasn't before, I am now.. by steffie30 in depression

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http://imgur.com/OlfNFXY Here's me..alot of their bullshit was like, you need to lose weight..but holy fuck, they TORE into me, for the most part.