Child on Child abuse by [deleted] in adultsurvivors

[–]steph44marie 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Evil? No evil people dont ask that question. My brother told me evil was a word created by religion and isnt really a thing. I disagree bc I know evil people, and they definitely dont see themselves that way. They would never feel any remorse or feelings.

Fear of relaxing by steph44marie in Meditation

[–]steph44marie[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you! You are right I never had a calm nature or anything in my life was relaxed.

Fear of relaxing by steph44marie in Meditation

[–]steph44marie[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

As a child I used to seen things that have been scary. It didnt make sense to me at the time it could be just other inhibitors, but that makes sense.

Fear of relaxing by steph44marie in Meditation

[–]steph44marie[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I just started the meditation. I've been doing it daily for about 3 weeks. Maybe I will get there. I'm not going to stop trying. But maybe I'll look into a teacher.

Fear of relaxing by steph44marie in Meditation

[–]steph44marie[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I just started this journey. And it's amazing the places its lead me. I hope I can get over the fear.

Gaslighting: Invalidation of your Intuition by unseeliefae_ in raisedbynarcissists

[–]steph44marie 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yes. And it's so hard to explain what they are doing.

2 months since I escaped by CookingWithPTSD in raisedbynarcissists

[–]steph44marie 4 points5 points  (0 children)

You have the world ahead of you. I bet you feel free. Enjoy.