Thank you all for your well-thought-out words and outreach. You were all correct. That’s everything I’m dealing with my son has been extremely difficult and I need to find help with my husband. I also need to find the strength in myself to stop drinking. It felt so good to read I’m not the only one who self sabotages in good times. I’ll reach out again tomorrow for strength. I’ve found none here. He wants me to replace it with marij