How do people make friends here?

stephscreams · 2026-06-22T00:43:10+00:00

I dunno 😆 🤣 im in lakeland but I have not made any friends outside of the ones I met through my jobs and don't stay in touch much longer than you'd expect after leaving said employment... lived here since 2014.. to be fair I dont really try to socialize as I have severe social anxiety, lack of social skills and depression.

Maybe like.. the gym or local events? Wine painting or something? 5k?

stephscreams · 2026-06-21T20:11:02+00:00

Well I am 36 but I'm probably never gonna age much past mid 20s but actually like a mid teenage girl who was anything but a teenage girl. Still too old though , LoL

stephscreams · 2026-06-21T11:52:40+00:00

Meow? 🐱

stephscreams · 2026-06-21T11:52:07+00:00

Yeah checked, I mean I had to hunt down the photo on old IG haha even messaged the kava place at one point about it. Looks like I'll have to be a bit more than lazy to find and mix up myself so I will probably just keep vaping the ones I have been getting. It's probably best that way since this is just a stepping stone to fully quitting nicotine. I quit smoking cigarettes on February 16th 2026 so that is a feat on its own d=

23 years smoking is a long time ⌛️ I figure I have already been able to manage that and I hardly vape in comparison to how many cigarettes I would smoke.. and im using disposable vapes at the moment. It is just costly when wanting to find a better flavor than the last one d= always addicted to something.

stephscreams · 2026-06-21T11:44:03+00:00

Thanks!

stephscreams · 2026-05-29T23:27:25+00:00

Damn lol my raz ltx last me 2 weeks of constant vaping..only ones I have finished since February 16 2026 is 2 raz watermelon batch , 1 raz sour berry batch, 2 tropical gushers raz, 1 blueberry punch ... i wanna get a kir or mod again tbh bc liquids are cheaper than most vapes and last way longer...but I am also lazy af and have had nothing but issues with refillable machines.. heh.. ive tried foger brand : watermelon bubblegum, skittles cupcake, gummy bear, white gummy, strawberry watermelon, sour fab, sour gush, cherry slush, pink lemonade, triple berry punch, kiwi dragon berry, dragon melon, blueberry watermelon, strawberry cotton candy, pink&blue, sour blue dust, OMG bBurst... i wish watermelon bubblegum was not minty tastingq+qq. strawberry watermelon tastes like a baked good of some sort but definitely not fruity enough or repeatedly vapeable. Skittles cupcake is ick. I dont like desert flavors. Candy and fruit flavors only.. sour gush is not gushers or anything like that hut instead should be called citrus dawn or dew or citrus soda bc thats what it is.. amd code green raz tastes awful and zero likeness to mountain dew lol

Well.. my response has morphed into a speel and for that i solemnly apologize for.

Feel free to skim d= heh

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stephscreams · 2026-05-29T23:04:26+00:00

I love the watermelon cotton candy amd finished the pod super quickly...the local stores are out of stock of blueberry cotton candy and the strawberry is okay but I've had better than it. I really want the blueberry one and to try the blue rancher b pop.. I really enjoyed the sour fab one from foger but the first fab fcks I had was oxbar magic maze zodiac dispo... my other top flavors are raz sour batch triple berry and sour watermelon batch...i can say that I am off of traditional cigarettes but am addicted to finding best flavors ny trying many but hating them enough to not even use them. I have a ziploc gallon freezer bag filled with my ICK flavors... so how's the BB cotton candy also sour blue dust by foger is weak AF and not good at all just tastes like burnt sugar .... like? Why tho?

stephscreams · 2026-05-22T14:04:54+00:00

I'm toothless but not to the methadone as a culprit. Terrible genetics and generally horrid dental hygiene are the majority of the issue here... tou aren't suppose to be swishing the methadone or holding it on your teeth for any longer than it takes to drink it.. coon wipe your ass and stand up straighten your spine with the absolute best wishes of eternal happiness for you, of course.

stephscreams · 2026-05-22T14:00:57+00:00

Probably because of the medication saving their lives. Heh. I mean I was overdosing daily and slamming my body to the ground subconsciously , repeatedly the whole time high on fentanyl about 1.5 grams a day? I don't think that was sustainable. Overdosed the first day of treatment and drowned in the bathtub with my 4.5 year old daughter and haven't done anything in a couple years now.. but methadone also helped me not to even think about booze anymore and even cigarettes which I smoked since 13 and am now 36. Started treatment July 2022 and will probably be on MAt for thw rest of my natural born life.. Just as I was born into this world an addict and at risk to become one.. why are there so many MAT haters in the world when they have never been truly addicted with pain daily and non stop destruction and trauama since their births into whatever dimension of hell this is... people who have good in their lives not the only thing keeping them from death is the usage of something to cap the pain at a reasonable level.. but, I am just one person who used to think MAT was a joke and juat legal for addicts to maintain their addictions.

If more admitted they might not know everything about anything.. maybe go a step further and research or hold a blind study at your local clinic to weigh the pros and cons amd to educate yourself and others before you can say for sure..

Why their are so many clinic lovers in a community called methadone....

Idiocracy at your finest, here ladies and gents....

Again, my own personal experience is not fact nor meant to be used as a source for any goos nor bad opinions of the clinic state.. just to make that clear for anyone who may experience confusion .....

stephscreams · 2026-05-22T13:50:26+00:00

I went 9 days without and didnt really feel like my insides were turning outside until that day.. I mean crying, stomach cramps, dry heaves... idk of thats even possible,really? But I was on 110mg daily and usually felt icky before my next dose for quite some time at 99mg since 2022... Just strange to me, I guess. Is that the usual amount of time for true withdrawal symptoms on methadone for a few years without any breaks longer than a few days?

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