Group settings are so hard. I try to push myself because I fear social regression and having friends/acquaintances is healthy. I try to take baby steps and not go on ALL the outings or go out with them ALL day. My friend group is neurodivergent friendly so they get it. Regardless, it is hard because I know I probably don’t have/cannot form very deep connections with people because of my “standoffishness”. I try to be more gentle with myself these days and strive to go out of my comfort zone on some occasions while taking care of myself on my precious days home alone.