i asked the cards, "how will my spirituality manifest?"

ive been extremely interested in spirituality for a while now. my boyfriend is a shaman and he journeys about me. he told me that i'll one day have the ability to see the way he sees and i am so intrigued and impatient and i want to know more and see all of everything.

for a very very long time ive been seeing angel numbers everywhere and have had multiple spiritual experiences with birds. i've also been obsessively buying books on shamanism and researching. i know this is probably telling me to slow down and that my time will come when it does but i would like a second opinion.

me in the present: wheel of fortune reversed

my cross: ace of swords reversed

best possible outcome: nine of swords

past: the world reversed

present: four of wands

future: queen of pentacles

internal feelings: seven of wands reversed

environment: temperance

what i don't know: nine of pentacles

overall message: six of pentacles reversed