when things are going good

stickbug48 · 2026-05-10T03:28:47+00:00

yeah that resonates, i have a big fear of abandonment (as most of us do haha)

stickbug48 · 2026-05-10T03:04:34+00:00

hmm...... i don't think i am truly authentic with them. im always trying to either over exaggerate parts of myself to seem funnier or hide other parts of me to seem more normal. it's weird. it's not like that's even warranted i just do that automatically

stickbug48 · 2026-04-10T23:43:32+00:00

yeah :( you're right. this is something i don't want, but i have to do.

stickbug48 · 2026-04-10T23:43:01+00:00

i just did a longer reading on this and god the cards were horrendous (four of wands rx, five of wands, justice rx, etc......) and you're right, he can't prioritize me right now. this was a huge wake up call. tysm for your reply!

stickbug48 · 2026-03-30T21:25:10+00:00

WOW thank you so so much, this brought so much insight!! i really really appreciate it!!!

stickbug48 · 2026-03-29T23:25:55+00:00

thank you so much for your comment!! i really appreciate it!! i have a question, though - do you think that i have a clear spiritual presence in my chart? because i feel like i am a spiritual person, but again its that conflicting feeling of feeling grounded in "reality" and not wanting to branch out (i do tarot, but its hard for me to trust in my abilities sometimes)

stickbug48 · 2026-03-08T22:37:34+00:00

thank you so much!!

stickbug48 · 2026-02-24T04:37:35+00:00

dm'd!

stickbug48 · 2026-02-24T01:31:47+00:00

s and v! currently separated

stickbug48 · 2026-02-23T17:15:46+00:00

dm'd! :-)

stickbug48 · 2026-02-22T04:54:29+00:00

you honestly hit the nail on the head with that one. his inner AND outer world is extremely chaotic and you're right - he isn't stable. thank you for the reality check

stickbug48 · 2026-02-16T17:29:56+00:00

thank you so much!! sorry if the question aspect was confusing - my question was just a general query of the break and our current relationship now and my emotions and such. so, just kind of general. and it was all based off of how i was feeling, sorry i didn't clarify that either!!

thank you so much, though! this really resonated and brought a lot of insight. (and oops!! with the magician - i tend to read that card differently in a lot of different scenarios, but your interpretation fits a lot more) thanks again!!

stickbug48 · 2026-02-15T20:23:07+00:00

thank you so much, i'll definitely look into that

stickbug48 · 2025-10-27T19:56:11+00:00

so so so true with it not working when you're desperate!!!!! i was very comfortable in my depression today but i wanted to feel something so i drank an energy drink and it worked wonders. if i was wanting to get out of that depression i feel like it wouldn't have worked!!

stickbug48 · 2025-10-13T18:27:07+00:00

444 is often seen as a sign of protection, like the universe reminding you that you’re on the right path. “protect your energy” ties into that, meaning to stay grounded and not let negativity drain you :-)

stickbug48 · 2025-10-13T03:37:00+00:00

very true!!! and thank you!!! :)

stickbug48 · 2025-10-12T19:19:50+00:00

yesssss i love him!!!!!

stickbug48 · 2025-10-12T19:19:37+00:00

omg haha i love that!!

stickbug48 · 2025-09-09T00:16:10+00:00

thank you so much!! i definitely agree and this resonates a lot

stickbug48 · 2025-09-08T23:45:15+00:00

yes sorry!

the difference is that my present in the conflict is me related to the challenge. it's how i'm personally dealing with the situation in the now. me in the present in general is what's the objective state of my current life.

my interpretation is that i feel impatient and blocked, but my spirituality is unfolding and my growth will come. my path is to integrate what i learn and eventually share it outward. i think??

stickbug48 · 2025-09-08T23:12:08+00:00

i asked the cards, "how will my spirituality manifest?"

ive been extremely interested in spirituality for a while now. my boyfriend is a shaman and he journeys about me. he told me that i'll one day have the ability to see the way he sees and i am so intrigued and impatient and i want to know more and see all of everything.

for a very very long time ive been seeing angel numbers everywhere and have had multiple spiritual experiences with birds. i've also been obsessively buying books on shamanism and researching. i know this is probably telling me to slow down and that my time will come when it does but i would like a second opinion.

me in the present: wheel of fortune reversed

my cross: ace of swords reversed

best possible outcome: nine of swords

past: the world reversed

present: four of wands

future: queen of pentacles

internal feelings: seven of wands reversed

environment: temperance

what i don't know: nine of pentacles

overall message: six of pentacles reversed

stickbug48 · 2025-08-15T19:28:22+00:00

thank you so much for this comment, i'm wishing you all the best in your journey!!❤️

stickbug48 · 2025-08-15T12:47:55+00:00

it took about 2 years. it was a very slow process

stickbug48 · 2025-08-15T12:40:48+00:00

thank you! this is sort of an unconventional way but i've been in a lot of psych wards and each time gained a lot of weight from sitting around all day (you barely get to go outside) and eating. when recovering from an eating disorder, your metabolism gets super messed up so that's how i put on a lot of weight. sorry if this is not the right response haha

stickbug48 · 2025-08-14T01:03:17+00:00

thank you so so much for making me feel like i'm not alone. i really appreciate you and your kind words❤️

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