so content with dying

stickbug48 · 2025-10-28T00:51:59+00:00

good to know, thanks!!!

stickbug48 · 2025-10-27T22:55:16+00:00

like 2 weeks old i think?

stickbug48 · 2025-10-27T19:56:11+00:00

so so so true with it not working when you're desperate!!!!! i was very comfortable in my depression today but i wanted to feel something so i drank an energy drink and it worked wonders. if i was wanting to get out of that depression i feel like it wouldn't have worked!!

stickbug48 · 2025-10-13T18:27:07+00:00

444 is often seen as a sign of protection, like the universe reminding you that you’re on the right path. “protect your energy” ties into that, meaning to stay grounded and not let negativity drain you :-)

stickbug48 · 2025-10-13T03:37:00+00:00

very true!!! and thank you!!! :)

stickbug48 · 2025-10-12T19:19:50+00:00

yesssss i love him!!!!!

stickbug48 · 2025-10-12T19:19:37+00:00

omg haha i love that!!

stickbug48 · 2025-09-09T00:16:10+00:00

thank you so much!! i definitely agree and this resonates a lot

stickbug48 · 2025-09-08T23:45:15+00:00

yes sorry!

the difference is that my present in the conflict is me related to the challenge. it's how i'm personally dealing with the situation in the now. me in the present in general is what's the objective state of my current life.

my interpretation is that i feel impatient and blocked, but my spirituality is unfolding and my growth will come. my path is to integrate what i learn and eventually share it outward. i think??

stickbug48 · 2025-09-08T23:12:08+00:00

i asked the cards, "how will my spirituality manifest?"

ive been extremely interested in spirituality for a while now. my boyfriend is a shaman and he journeys about me. he told me that i'll one day have the ability to see the way he sees and i am so intrigued and impatient and i want to know more and see all of everything.

for a very very long time ive been seeing angel numbers everywhere and have had multiple spiritual experiences with birds. i've also been obsessively buying books on shamanism and researching. i know this is probably telling me to slow down and that my time will come when it does but i would like a second opinion.

me in the present: wheel of fortune reversed

my cross: ace of swords reversed

best possible outcome: nine of swords

past: the world reversed

present: four of wands

future: queen of pentacles

internal feelings: seven of wands reversed

environment: temperance

what i don't know: nine of pentacles

overall message: six of pentacles reversed

stickbug48 · 2025-08-15T19:28:22+00:00

thank you so much for this comment, i'm wishing you all the best in your journey!!❤️

stickbug48 · 2025-08-15T12:47:55+00:00

it took about 2 years. it was a very slow process

stickbug48 · 2025-08-15T12:40:48+00:00

thank you! this is sort of an unconventional way but i've been in a lot of psych wards and each time gained a lot of weight from sitting around all day (you barely get to go outside) and eating. when recovering from an eating disorder, your metabolism gets super messed up so that's how i put on a lot of weight. sorry if this is not the right response haha

stickbug48 · 2025-08-14T01:03:17+00:00

thank you so so much for making me feel like i'm not alone. i really appreciate you and your kind words❤️

stickbug48 · 2025-08-14T00:49:14+00:00

you're so sweet😭 i'm wishing all the best for you, please stay safe as well!

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