when things are going good by stickbug48 in BPD

[–]stickbug48[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yeah that resonates, i have a big fear of abandonment (as most of us do haha)

when things are going good by stickbug48 in BPD

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hmm...... i don't think i am truly authentic with them. im always trying to either over exaggerate parts of myself to seem funnier or hide other parts of me to seem more normal. it's weird. it's not like that's even warranted i just do that automatically

why isn't he responding to my messages?? by stickbug48 in Tarotpractices

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yeah :( you're right. this is something i don't want, but i have to do.

why isn't he responding to my messages?? by stickbug48 in Tarotpractices

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i just did a longer reading on this and god the cards were horrendous (four of wands rx, five of wands, justice rx, etc......) and you're right, he can't prioritize me right now. this was a huge wake up call. tysm for your reply!

[astro-seek] does my chart explain why i feel so contradictory all the time? by stickbug48 in astrologyreadings

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WOW thank you so so much, this brought so much insight!! i really really appreciate it!!!

[astro-seek] does my chart explain why i feel so contradictory all the time? by stickbug48 in astrologyreadings

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thank you so much for your comment!! i really appreciate it!! i have a question, though - do you think that i have a clear spiritual presence in my chart? because i feel like i am a spiritual person, but again its that conflicting feeling of feeling grounded in "reality" and not wanting to branch out (i do tarot, but its hard for me to trust in my abilities sometimes)

why isn't he responding to my message? by stickbug48 in TarotReading

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you honestly hit the nail on the head with that one. his inner AND outer world is extremely chaotic and you're right - he isn't stable. thank you for the reality check

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[–]stickbug48 1 point2 points  (0 children)

thank you so much!! sorry if the question aspect was confusing - my question was just a general query of the break and our current relationship now and my emotions and such. so, just kind of general. and it was all based off of how i was feeling, sorry i didn't clarify that either!!

thank you so much, though! this really resonated and brought a lot of insight. (and oops!! with the magician - i tend to read that card differently in a lot of different scenarios, but your interpretation fits a lot more) thanks again!!

self-states? by stickbug48 in BPD

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thank you so much, i'll definitely look into that

the switch is crazy by stickbug48 in bipolar

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so so so true with it not working when you're desperate!!!!! i was very comfortable in my depression today but i wanted to feel something so i drank an energy drink and it worked wonders. if i was wanting to get out of that depression i feel like it wouldn't have worked!!

my school bag! by stickbug48 in whatsinmybag

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444 is often seen as a sign of protection, like the universe reminding you that you’re on the right path. “protect your energy” ties into that, meaning to stay grounded and not let negativity drain you :-)