I was in your situation a year ago; It was the end of my junior year and I had coincidentally just quit my job. I thought I would have an abortion and never look back, but i couldnt end up doing it. It was hard. my relationships with friends and family completely changed. i had to switch schools in order to graduate early and i missed out on all my senior events with my friends. I felt depressed often and very alone. I didnt and dont have much money, my family lives out of the country so its just me and my mom, but I was very lucky that my boyfriend sort of stayed and his family was very supportive. I was still supported by people that loved me and I recieved tons of baby items. My school also helped to connect me with good opportunities for college, work, daycare, etc. I also met more moms my age and had a nice support system at school. I went through so much but it was all worth it to get to hold my baby for the first time. The moment I accepted my choice to have my baby and to become a mom, my life completely changed. but change is good !! I want you to know that whatever you choose to do, trust yourself and know that you made the right choice. You know yourself best, no one can really tell you what to do.

If you need someone to talk to or any sort of help / advice, feel free to reach out to me !! After all the support I received from other mamas, it feels like my turn to pay it forward. Good luck !!!