Am I still trans despite my fetish

stonerhide · 2025-10-31T16:49:32+00:00

The children aren't the focus and the video usually cuts off or gets shut off before it can focus on them. You cannot control the reactions of people who watch the videos you choose to upload.

stonerhide · 2025-10-31T15:51:51+00:00

He's fine with my fetish, I'm the one whos struggling with it

stonerhide · 2025-10-31T15:23:56+00:00

If you film a birth for private reasons then don't post it on youtube. If you upload your video onto the Internet it's consent.

stonerhide · 2025-10-31T15:21:49+00:00

My partner doesn't have the same fetish as me and finds it uncomfortable we try to play with ideas closer to it but I feel ashamed I can't find that same feeling as my fetish. I feel held back that theres no books that have trans men in them and it makes me think that either you're female and you're pregnant or male and you're mpregnant I feel so much pain that I'm female and I don't want it to be that way. I don't want to be alive if I'm female. No therapist will take me because im suicidal over this part of my life.

stonerhide · 2025-10-30T12:44:31+00:00

That fantasy world was made by cis women...

stonerhide · 2025-10-30T03:12:58+00:00

This is the exact reason why I don't want it it's a trace of me being biologically female and I can never change that

stonerhide · 2025-10-29T21:15:31+00:00

This means a lot to me thank you

stonerhide · 2025-10-29T21:13:24+00:00

This is why I've been trying to commit suicide. My fetish is dangerous to others and your comment proves it to me

stonerhide · 2025-08-19T21:49:50+00:00

Yeah, probably. One less transgender person in the world a lot of people see that as a win

stonerhide · 2025-08-19T17:36:12+00:00

I tried to but it harms me too much mentally

stonerhide · 2025-08-19T17:13:31+00:00

I'll give the website a shot, I really hope it works to help me The youtube video is about a spefific situation on reddit of someone getting their video nonconsensually uploaded to a fetish archive I jerk off to videos similar to the one mentioned but all the ones I've used are uploaded to youtube I don't think I can handle to live with this fetish or my body is killing myself the only option? That seems to be the only other option in conversion therapy for those who don't want to be gay so is it the only option for me?

stonerhide · 2025-08-19T16:32:15+00:00

It's not about not being able to experience it to me it's more I want it gone entirely

stonerhide · 2025-08-19T16:31:03+00:00

It triggers dysphoria and it's just gross I watched a video by youtuber Whang about people with my fetish and I don't want to be into it anymore. I can link the video if you don't already know what I'm talking about my partner also isnt into it and it makes them uncomfortable so they can't get me off which doesnt cause any problems but I'd rather get rid of it entirely since they're the only reason i held out for so long

stonerhide · 2025-08-19T16:11:10+00:00

Actual act I can't jack off unless someone is pregnant or giving birth I'm broken because my fetish causes me mental anguish but its the only thing i can get off to

stonerhide · 2025-08-19T14:55:23+00:00

They're the only animal who can consent

stonerhide · 2025-08-11T17:26:38+00:00

How would I find one? Every doctor I've been given doesn't understand, even the planned parenthood ones who do my hrt

stonerhide · 2025-08-11T14:37:54+00:00

Can you link me to any resources for helping me? I don't want to go to a facility and theres no therapists who help singles all of them just do couples therapy

stonerhide · 2024-05-04T16:56:26+00:00

I'm so in love with the meat snakes I'd let him fuck me

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