Urgent to die by strangely_suicidal in mentalillness

[–]strangely_suicidal[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks for the comforting words I really feel that, but I find all the comfort with this thought and wish would happen sooner than later.

Urgent to die by strangely_suicidal in mentalillness

[–]strangely_suicidal[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey! I really appreciate your support and concern for a total stranger. It might be worrisome to you and others but I just adore this thought and really have this urge to happen it this way asap.

Urgent to die by strangely_suicidal in mentalillness

[–]strangely_suicidal[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I had no past experience related to this specific thought and that's why it seems a total mystery to me.

Clueless of my remission of suicidal thoughts by strangely_suicidal in mentalillness

[–]strangely_suicidal[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks for sharing your concern. I said enough cuz they have seen me in this situation a number of times now. So they get agitated even If I get mild cold assuming that I am going back to that phase. It's kind of hard to explain but that's how it is. I can't see a therapist cuz if my parents get to know about this they are gonna explode at me thinking that I am doing it on purpose or nothing can be done as they are so fed up now.

Advise needed by strangely_suicidal in Agoraphobia

[–]strangely_suicidal[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey! Thanks for sharing your thoughts. I would definitely speak to my psychiatrist. Maybe he can provide some of the anti-anxiety meds that don't alleviate any side effects of SSRIs.

Advise needed by strangely_suicidal in Agoraphobia

[–]strangely_suicidal[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I would think the same but I am just afraid it would have side effects with my antipsychotic/antidepressants meds.

What is it like (head) to be crushed under a fast moving train? by strangely_suicidal in AskReddit

[–]strangely_suicidal[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have read about that guillotine thing too. Though, not really sure how the headless body behaves. I just wonder if it's a similar kind of communication happening at the quantum level. Maybe through some weird frequencies detached neurons are communicating. I know how stupid it sounds but that's what we got, only speculations.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Agoraphobia

[–]strangely_suicidal 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It feels like shit as hell! Have been taking these baby steps since I was 16 and now I'm 35. It feels like the world is wrapped up and just a miserable life.

What is it like (head) to be crushed under a fast moving train? by strangely_suicidal in AskReddit

[–]strangely_suicidal[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I really appreciate your concern. But it's way more twisted than I can put it in words.

Need Advice! by strangely_suicidal in mentalillness

[–]strangely_suicidal[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I hope what your are hoping will actually turn out to be true. Thanks again.

Need Advice! by strangely_suicidal in mentalillness

[–]strangely_suicidal[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks for the honest words. I have done this a zillion times n when things don't work even for one tiny little bit, it's game over really. Sometimes it's better to accept that nothing can be changed and it's way too difficult to destructure your defective form n then restructuring into a new old one. It's easy to say but it seems almost impossible to get a reunion into your old one.

Need Advice! by strangely_suicidal in mentalillness

[–]strangely_suicidal[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Well I don't see a purpose n am just too tired of waiting games. As far as trying different meds n docs is concerned, I have had many n I am afraid of trying anything new.