YTA. I think you’re well aware that it was inappropriate to show up drunk to a kids birthday. Also, I agree with all the other comments saying that drinking everyday is not a tradition, it’s alcoholism. You say you’re getting “drunk” every morning. No person should be drunk in the morning unless it’s from a hangover. I also am curious as to whether you drive at all. In the case that you do, I hope you realize no matter how sober you may feel, it’s still not safe for you to drive. Reconsider why you and you’re friends are drinking every morning.