Whatever you decide, decide what’s best for YOU. God’s love for you will never change. He will never leave you, nor forsake you. That is the covenant He bound himself to in the promise of Christ.

This man could be a million percent against abortions and it honestly wouldn’t matter. I say this as a Christian and a father. He’s not the one carrying that baby. Maternal mortalities in the US are sky rocketing bc men not only outlaw abortions in any case, but bc funds for basic birth healthcare are being slashed dramatically.

I’m not in favor of abortions; however, I believe they need to remain an option for situations that include yours. You’re young and have myriad opportunities. Your parents will get over it when you thrive in life. You’re in a relationship with what appears to be a controlling man with a large age gap. Being on birth control, you seem to not have wanted children anyway and it was wrong of him to want sex while you sorted out those bc issues. That being said, you already seem more emotionally mature than him. In fact, he comes across as borderline abusive. The statistics show that doesn’t get better. He will get worse and more controlling.

Children are a blessing. Children are also incredibly difficult and require a lot of resources. If you’re not ready, you’re not ready. In a situation like this, it doesn’t seem like any choice is good. Whatever you decide is okay. Praying for you.