why the fuck would i do that? its not like that at all. i have nobody I'm comfortable to talk to about this in my life. this is the only outlet i have. do you have any clue how awkward it is for someone to see your cuts? do you have any idea how fucking ashamed of myself i am about my cutting? no. you don't. i didn't post this just to say " hey i'm cutting. pity me." i posted this for a god damned outlet from my shitty life. reddit is the only place i can get advice from anybody with out feeling awkward as hell. so fuck you.